☼Me, Myself & Tiffany~♥

Random Ramblings No.33

2010-09-28T23:36:00.005+08:00

An urban saying goes like this: "FYP = Fail Your Project."
How pessimistic.

Contrary to the urban saying; I'm doing fine there, and I'm contented.
Resolution for tmr: WORK HARDER THAN TODAY & shut up! :D

I always feel like an idiot in the FYP room. (Either that or I'm an irritant.) I think I make too many senseless conversations over the most random and nonsensical things & I talk too much & I even talk to myself while coding!
MUST.LEARN.TO.SHUT.UP.
Someone ought to berate me on that. Oh there's the Erin. Right. :D
& Im NOT gonna cry on your ****s. ;)

Results:
I wish to thank god for blessing them and I & thank wonderful friends, family and educators who've supported me. When I got my results, I was more concerned abt my other classmates as compared to myself. Thank god, they've passed & they've got better grades than me. Im happy. :D

My results did slip. I cannot ask for more for I dont deserve anything at all. Rewards come to people who work for it & they've earned it far more than I have.
In retrospect, Im nothing but a trouble maker. Hurr hurr.

One more thing: I'M IBM RAD6 CERTIFIED. ;)
I threw off an opportunity to take the db2. (*&^%%^&
Friends said the other cert (not the IBM one) is useless. D: HOW?!

Signing off,
Luther Octavia Samson Ernest Rogers
The boring and stupid one
(Inside joke)

Random Ramblings No. 32

2010-09-19T23:10:00.006+08:00

YAY YAY YAY! Cant wait for the release date!

FFXIII Versus.

p/s. Noctis is so cool. ;D

Random Ramblings No. 31

2010-09-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

It's so damn bloody melodramatic.

"In the slaughterhouse where we first kissed, the air still stank from the blood of the lambs."

"Talent must be a fanatical mistress. She's beautiful; when you're with her, people watch you, they notice. But she bangs on your door at odd hours, and she disappears for long stretches, and she has no patience for the rest of your existence; your wife, your children, your friends. She is the most thrilling evening of your week, but some day she will leave you for good. One night, after she's been gone for years, you will see her on the arm of a younger man, and she will pretend not to recognize you."

- City of Thieves (David Benioff)

But as far as the melodrama goes, nothing beats a good read.

"Doesn't matter how good your skills as a promoter are, you can't organize an ostrich race WITH JUST ONE OSTRICH!" -Prince of Persia (Shiek Amar)

We both know Dastan was many things, but he wasn't a coward. -Prince of Persia (Tus)

... Or a good movie.
Sometimes, I feel more like an old man than a girl.

Adios amigos.

Random Ramblings No. 30

2010-09-04T00:23:00.005+08:00

Exams are over! I didnt do very well. Oh well, I'll worry later.
Time for a one week holiday before 6 months of non-stop projs/ work.

One fine day, I'd stand in front of the big ben and ask the people around for the time.

Just watched the news. Samsung launched a new product Samsung Galaxy Tab at Berlin today. Mah. It's to compete with the iPad. (..Complete with nerd rants here..)

Ok. Bye.

p/s. So why do people think nickelback suck?
I'm curious.

Random Ramblings No.29

2010-09-01T03:25:00.014+08:00

I'm either simply very bored, or I'm slowly losing my sanity. Oh you know it's the latter.

Anyways, here's a breakdown of my day.
Studied the whole night. Read to myself word-for-word the definitions of BI and what-nots.
Oh, did I say read? It's a mistake. I recited the definitions aloud.
So it was like:
"BI is the delivery of accurate, useful information to appropriate decision makers within the necessary timeframe to support effective decision making." -American Accent
"BI is the delivery of accurate, useful information to appropriate decision makers within the necessary timeframe to support effective decision making." -British Accent
"BI is the delivery of accurate, useful information to appropriate decision makers within the necessary timeframe to support effective decision making." -Japanese Accent

As I cant imitate the accents well (or accurately for that matter), I ended up laughing to myself like some crazed maniac almost the entire night. Who says I can't entertain me?
Oh, ask Zackerry. I'm sure he knows what BI is very well. He heard me reciting it so many times that he can even correct me.
Yes, I'm half-crazed when I went for the exams. When I left the hall and met up with classmates, half the canteen can that I'm either on drugs or I'm a fugitive from the mental hospital. It's neither, I was high on caffine.
Lunched at Amk hub with the guys, and slept like a log.

Btw, Unriddle 2 will not be as nice without Dewei, I think. ):
& yes, the post is full of hyperbole as per usual.

The End.

Play with fire and get burnt

2010-08-23T01:15:00.002+08:00

Let's throw in a few slits while we're at it.

It's crptic. (Never intended to be understood in it's original context.)

Random Ramblings No. 28

2010-08-17T01:46:00.020+08:00

What do you do when you have absolutely nothing to blog about, but feel obliged to blog?

Answer: Try your best to think of something to blog about; worm your way through.

There's really nothing to blog about. The person I am today has maintained a very low profile, and minimized contact with the social world. I can feel that I'm slowly being nondescript. Sooner or later, I'd be erased from the hall of fame and be amongst the top ranks of the hall of lame. I know it doesn't make any sense. But heck, it rhymes. Actually, I don't give a damn about social status and social standings. I'm a typical nerd, and I'm loving it. No, not really. I dont like being classified as a nerd. I view myself as a very cool person who studies harder than an average person. Yea, who am I kidding? The sudden outburst is due to reading too much of "Diary of a Wimpy Kid". Alright. Enough of rambling.

Well, updates of my mundane life can be found on twitter. Click here.

p/s. Please do not take any of my blog posts seriously. If you do, you'd be classified as a retard in my books.

p/p/s. If anyone feels offended by my post, then I'm sorry. It's my alter ego's doing. Seriously, get a life.
To Someone:
You may not believe this. But unbeknownst to you, I have hurt you in the cruellest way possible. Frankly, I assumed, in all my naivety, that I was helping you. Perhaps, letting you hold on to the slightest glimmer of hope till the matter blows over was the ideal solution afterall. However, I did the exact opposite. I screwed it up. I told you the exact truth and have allowed you to suffer the worst pain imaginable.
For that, I'm sorry. I sincerely hope you will not chance upon this pathetic space of mine and read this piece of ludicrous crap. With your level of intelligence and me dropping enough hints, you'd find out who and what I'm referring to. Therefore, in any case whereby you've read this, do not think of yourself in a bad way. I'm sorry that it has to happen this way; do not dwell on the what-ifs, for they are what-ifs; do not think that this is ludicrous, as much as it is, just disregard it, the deed's already done and I'm just sorry for not taking the more ideal alternative to at least cushion the pain.
If you'd ever blame me, I'm sorry. If you'd never blame me, then I hope you can take this chance to blame me. For this matter is a perfect pin cushion to take your blows.
Whatever it is, I insist that you do not dwell on it and think about the matter anymore. Despite all odds, I really hope you could listen to me this once, and take my advice. Please, heal yourself and disregard everything that you've read so far. This is but a rant solely meant for myself.
Love, Always
Tiffany

A post that is not meant to be

2010-07-25T15:38:00.004+08:00

Dear XXX,

25 July 2010, Mid dusk

“Life sucks then you die. “ Ever heard of this phrase? It’s by Stephanie Meyer, author of the gothic vampire novel, twilight. That’s exactly how I feel now; life sucks, and that after you’ve been through a stage of mere purgatory, you are going to die and disappear into nothingness. Like there has not been a ray of hope in your darkest days. I’m tired of having my grades jeopardized, which have happened so many times this semester. When I finally received some help, got so touched and cried about it, something HAS to happen. Oh well, looks like god seems to be indirectly telling me to never to receive help from others. It’s only because I don’t deserve it. That’s why it has to come back biting me in the ass, ripping at least one butt cheek off. Okay, that’s exaggerating, but that’s how I see it. It’s really unfortunate that it has to come to this. Alright, enough of my nonsensical rambling which no one seems to care about or understand. Now, I shall tell you what happened.

....

Signed off with my deepest regards and apologies,
Tiffany

Random Ramblings No. 27

2010-05-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

Edmund:
Th' hast spoken right, 'tis true.
The wheel is come full circle, I am here.

-King Lear By William Shakespeare

And thus, it has come to a full circle. It's time to get on with life or rather what's left of it.

Cheers people.
I can see that more and more people are getting depressed lately.
What I can say is self-induced isolation is never the answer to anything.
Rant it out and you'll feel a thousand times better.
Take it from a person who has been there, done that.
You are a valuable person, and you ought to have some confidence in yourself.
Or else, who will?
Get it?
I'm so sorry. I don't know what's going on.
I'm just saying for your sake.

Oh yea. Got alot of ppl to thank. Listed them out. But can't do it here.

Ok. Chipper up people. And for those who are happy, be estactic.
Bye.

Random

2010-05-22T17:22:00.004+08:00

Don't Stop Believin' - Lady Gaga, Elton John, Springsteen, Sting, Blondie, Shirley Bassey

Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

(chorus)
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night

Dont stop believin
Hold on to the feelin
Streetlight people

Isn't it just epic to have such a combination? All the big names. heh. ;D

Random Ramblings No. 26

2010-05-22T02:39:00.004+08:00

I'm tired of life and living through it is a pain rather than a pleasure. I hate myself, I don't care what consequences I face, I hate people. Basically, I had never had any goal in life in the beginning, except 4.0 and now it's falling apart.

I have the urge to blog after meeting Bibi and G. They told me Erin knows about the matter. I'm tired of having to explain everything. I'm tired of having to live through a life with such high expectations. I cannot handle the mounting pressure. I'm tired. Really tired. I don't wanna hear about anything anymore. I want peace and quiet. I want solitary confinement. Maybe soon, I'll participate in a mass massacre and get jailed and hanged for that. Yea, good idea.

Everything's all gibberish to me. Nothing makes sense. I have no idea about anything, and it had remained that way.

I'm tired of the nonsense. I'm tired of explaining, with no one being able to understand my POV. I'm tired of humans. I'm tired of living altogether. I'm so tired that I wanna fall asleep and hopefully it's a deep one.

Life sucks then you die. Yeah I should be so lucky. - Stephenie Meyer (Breaking Dawn)

(No. This is not the start of my suicidal tendencies. This is the start of fatigue of people not comprehending me. This is the start of the rotting. I'm gonna rot. I'm serious, because no one understands my disposition. No one trusts me. I'm tired of words and lines. Think about it. What's it gonna be like if no one understands your belief? What happens if people think your belief is stupid, when it's supposed to be judged subjectively? No, YOU.DO.NOT.FREAKING.UNDERSTAND!)

Don't give advice, it'll come back and bite you in the ass. Don't take anyone's advice. So my advice to you is be true to yourself and everything will be fine. - Ellen Degeneres

She stood to her beliefs and suffered from disdain. LOL. I heard this speech this morning. Isn't life an irony? Well, it is. She's inspiring.

Think about it. Shouldn't beliefs be judged subjectively?
I'm tired. Goodnight.

If you choose to believe everything I typed in this post, then, I can say that you're the biggest fool on the face of Earth. Good riddance to you. :)
p/s. η ζωή είναι όμορφη
p/p/s. If it should only be so.

random ramblings no.25

2010-05-18T01:39:00.007+08:00

SURVIVOR ENDED.
SEASON FINALE. ):
What else to watch now? What's there to look forward to on fridays? ):
OH YEA. SEASON 20 of SURVIVOR IS HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!
DO WATCH!
Boston Rob! <3

"Are you with me or against me?"
"I'm against you, Russell!"
- scene from Survivor: Heroes VS Villians

Sometimes, it takes sheer guts to say that.
Oh well, I shall catch the other seasons of survivor then.
Currently watching Survivor: All Stars. :D

Even though he's gone, his influence lingers on. ;D - Tribute to Boston Rob!

Yea, I have no life.
Therefore, I stuff myself with junk food and sit in front of the TV all day long, getting fat and lazy.
Oh, don't you love what life does to you? *Rolls eyes*
Oh, and I actually have many assignments to complete, which I am too lazy to attempt.

Laoda, do bring your xiao de on a stroll. Pretty please.
Let's make every saturday a movie date! ;D

I'm camping at home nowadays as I lack of the monetary funds to go out.
Do donate to Tiffany's society for the poor! ;D
For $5 donations, please call 1800-HELP-THE-TIFFANY
For $10 donations, please call 1800-SAVE-THE-TIFFANY
For $100 donations, please call 1800-LOVE-THE-TIFFANY
*All these are bullsh*t! Do not attempt to call.*

What else?
I'm sleepy. Nights.

People are so difficult to communicate with. - Henry Ho

Touche, Henry.
People are so troublesome. Tsk.
p/s. I'm not a misanthropist.

Number. 200 Post

2010-05-08T01:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY ICE CUBE! :D

What else I wanna blog about?

This week.
Went prawning today.
Watched Ironman2 ytd.
Mini ice cube gathering on wed.
Watched Ip Man 2 on tues.
Dont remember what I did on mon.

Conclusion is that I've been spending alot of money. D:

Eh, what else?

I love my friends. I miss YETBG. I miss my iPhone.

Most of all, I want everything to go well, and everyone to be happy.

Alejandro Alejandro
Ale Alejandro
Ale Alejandro

Heh. ;D Cheers.

Indecisiveness and Paranoia

2010-04-24T13:22:00.004+08:00

When you talked to me, I felt as if I could fly. When you printed notes for me, I can tell you that I flew. :D YAY, I was just paranoid.

Jing ting and Joan told me to blog! Jing ting saw KTJ yesterday during Effective Comm Tutorial! She was super high! I'm so happy for her, cos I know what it's like to see your eyecandy. The happiness~~ ;D Joan wore cool shoes yesterday. I keep staring at her shoes. Joan stalked KTJ with Jing Ting, and I wanted to bring Ah lei to stalk him as well. But the plan was abandoned. Ahahaha. I suspect Joan taught Jing Ting the Art of Stalking, but I think Henry is the real master at stalking. Afterall, he managed to find out my eyecandy's facebook account! ;D

Seriously, nothing to blog about leh. I don't wanna blog about controversial issues.

On another note (This is referring to another issue entirely. Not the controversial ones) , I feel like I'm very selfish. Sigh. I feel guilt. I want to thank my parts-exchange-partner and poopy for advice! ;D

random ramblings no.24

2010-04-17T14:08:00.002+08:00

YAY! FMO IS OVER. Miss those cute little kids. ;D Guiding them is so much fun! Watching them grow, mature, make friends and ultimately work together is amazing. Proposal is full of gossip-mongers. LOL. SO CUTE LUH. -Currently at a loss for words.-

2 more days remaining for Hols. It's gonna end! PLEASEEE, NOOO, DONT END! After this hols, we're left with 2 weeks of term break and voila, no more hols. Gracie darl came over to my home last night, and we discussed about future plans. She asked if I had any, and I looked at her blankly and said "no". She, well, also told me of her attachment days, and more about the industry of events production. Ahahaha.

On a side note, eating out everyday is really expensive and unhealthy. Oh well. I wonder what's the healthier alternative?

Meeting the monthly-gathering-girls later to celebrate weiqi's birthday! :D Miss them so much.

Eh i seriously have nothing to blog about. =.= Let's leave it like that.

Goodbye.

The Dejection and The Recurring Days

2010-03-26T21:35:00.009+08:00

First time I missed it, I felt that it was okay.
Second time I missed it, I felt uneasy.
Third time I missed it, I felt that it was gone for good.

Sometimes guessing what people are feeling is like uncovering a paradox. It's impossible to guess. I'm tired of feeling at loss, please tell me what it takes to cheer you up whenever your facial expression changes.

Results are overwhelming. Overwhelming disappointing.

Weekdays seems like a vicious cycle. However, it's a fun-filled albeit vicious cycle.
Weekends are days to catch up with dear friends.

To My Beloved buddy: I don't know how it feels, but do bear in mind that it's not worth giving up on anything over her. Be strong.

End.

p/s. Owl City's records are uniquely delightful.

Random Ramblings No.23

2010-03-07T10:58:00.002+08:00

Firdaus said my blog's deadddddd. Alright. An update.

Haven't been blogging since I lost my iPhone. Oh wells.
Eh, I didnt do as expected for examinations, and waiting for the dreadful results now.

We're going round round in an earlier round
Sugar we're going down swinging

Let's backtrack!
Ytd: Met up with Firdaus, HQ, Sok Lei and Steph. Later met up with Ili, Kit and Marvin. Talked a lot. We practically talked about anything under the sun; from the FMO days to the future. to 2012. LOL.

Before that: DBI0801's chalet was fun! Everyone was very cute and funny. Like Zihui's sacarsm was top-notch, and Wendy's super super cute. Most imptly, I bonded alot with Erin! Heh. Somebody watched Alice without me. LOL. I shall take use chance to say I'm an idiot for going off without taking my wallet, and I must thank Jane, Jia Wei, Kit, Nelson and Marvin for helping me retrieve it. ;D

The day the exams ended: Went out with BYTE! Actually, we went to visit Yiwen cos' she was working. She did well for her A levels anyways. ;D ;D Hanging out with BYTE is always fun.

Ok. The blog's not dead anymore.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FYP AND IPP PEOPLE. ;D

Hello my name is timpoose

2010-02-11T15:42:00.001+08:00

I love big butts and I cannot lie.
You other fellas can't deny

Hello my name is tiffany

2010-02-11T15:41:00.001+08:00

Erin is writing her bcomm speech now. She is redoing it cos she wanna add more emotional appeal. Today Erin wore high heels she did indeed look taller, but as compared to me, she's still very short. Her eyes also became smaller, as She didn't notice about the cash slotting compartment installed in the vending machine. That compartment was there fr months. Oh well, you can't blame people with small eyes.

End of the gruelling ITIPJ

2010-02-10T23:03:00.005+08:00

HO. At last, itipj has come to a close. I am sad that I didn't as well as I expected.
Leon: "ok loh, then go home and cry in your pillow."
And I did just that. It's sad that I didn't meet my expectations, and also other issues. And and, I thought Erin ignored me because she's also disappointed and she doesn't like me anymore. D: Then again, I was thinking too much. It turned out that she didn't hear me calling out to her. I'm sad, and disappointed. I could've done more for myself. Ms Heng also expressed her disappointment for my last OS test. I barely passed the test. I was on the verge of crying in OS lesson, I was in a disarray, and I couldn't think well while doing the questions. It added to my sorrow, though it was unintentional. It sucks. I hate brooding over the the if-onlys.

MAJOR THANK YOUS (alphabetical order):

CELESTE! : For helping my grp to debug, and offering to help me despite the time.
ERIN!: For being there and lecturing, helping, telling me your problems, listening to me, and being my best friend!
HENRY!: For giving me a major wake up call, and offering to help, and helping me find out about ***.
HONG QUAN!: For helping me, and telling me your stories.
LEON!: For doing up the sai kang that I couldn't attend to.
KAIYUAN!: For giving me a major wake up call, and offering to help.
NELSON!: For listening to what I have to say, and being a nice guy.
SHARIN!: For not blaming me for my impatience and incompetance.
STEPHANIE!: For being there, giving me advice, ideas and making sure I did my work.
Thank you Everyone! Without all of you, I would have definitely not pass this module.

Oh wells, it's all over. I promise to work harder next time. After the gruelling presentation, it's time for leisure activities, and reading's my choice. I read the second installment of the hunger games, and I couldn't put down the book until I was tired and wanted to sleep. Then, I will be meeting Laoda later. Gosh, I miss laoda so much!

Next. Best-Classmate (Best friend and classmate) helped me stalk my eyecandy and did a better job of it when compared to me. He managed to find out his name. Heh, I was super happy. Then, he delved into the details of eyecandy's interests and hobbies. He said, "I think describing your eyecandy as handsome would be more appropriate then cute." Heh. I'm happy.

Next up is the Bcomm presentation and then this semester is over.

I realised that in year 2 sem 1, I neglected my bestfriend, Erin who has stood by me no matter what. I'm sorry poopy, and I love you. D:

To the jerks whose existance is to eat, sleep and breathe

2010-02-10T16:54:00.009+08:00

To some people whose names I wish to forget: You are all worthless pieces of trash who can't even brush past the GPA of 3.5 no matter how hard you try. How dare you give the excuse of "Oh, I need to study/ I need to do projects." When you are off somewhere watching someone do your project for you or doing-some-shit-nobody-cares. After which, you act all high and mighty and act as if it's not your responsibility. Stop lying to your goddamn selves and others. You can't do it, and no matter how filthy rich you are, those greens will end up in someone else's pocket sooner or later, cos you're so goddamn gullible to trust those friends of yours who wish to cheat you of your money cos' they think you're an imbecile.

I'm not being arrogant but just stating the facts. Since each of your GPAs can't even hit the 3.0 mark. I'm not sorry about the curses, and hope that they become reality.

I'm done. Do not wish to elaborate or mention who are the idiots. One more thing, this is a matter of the past, I just seem to recall it suddenly and saw their stinking arrogant faces flash in my mind. I don't understand how such fools become this pompous and condescend me for no reason at all. Maybe there was a reason, but I don't give a damn. Cos' after this, they can rot in hell for all I care, and I'm gonna forget them totally.

BYE I'VE GOTTA GO.

Random pictures from phone

2010-01-29T01:07:00.001+08:00

Random doddles while doing proj I think.

Yiwen -taken by Erin the stalker

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

I wanna be a kettle

2010-01-28T01:12:00.005+08:00

Me: "Mmm, do you wanna be a kettle, pek?"

Bro: "No! Why would I wanna be something like that?"

Me: "Maybe, that's cause, you're not an adult yet."

That's totally random. Yep!
Eh, if you are wondering why I'm calling my bro 'pek', it's just his nickname. Inside joke btw.

Anyways, a kettle always has a direction I think. It will only lean to one direction to tip it's contents into a cup or something. Yea, being a kettle sure is nice.

When you grow up, you'll realise that age does the most amazing things to you.

ok imma sleepy. Shall leave MR report editing and BizComm speech outline to tmr morning. I wanna give the most amazing speech.

Here's a draft:
I have a dream that one day right there in Alabama little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers. (NOT. That is Martin Luther King's version.)

I have a dream that one day, the foreign talents will take up all the spaces in local universities, leaving the locals to become Singaporean maids and Singapore-imported construction workers. (Heh. It's a joke.)
Frankly, my persuasive speech is on bringing in foreign talents to study in Singapore. This is as Singapore is striving to not only become a tourism hub and a medical hub, but an education hub as well. That's great. I mean great ambition, seriously.
Alas, despite all my efforts, I can't voice such pessimism in my persuasive speech, so the above is useless.

OK imma sleepy.
GAH. The entire post was entirely subjective, and the speech is a joke. nights.

To Infinity and BEYOND!

2010-01-10T02:04:00.004+08:00

Argh. Simply wonderful. Sometimes, don't you feel like wrenching all of your hair out and wish that your project would somehow complete by itself? Many people do. Though, that will never happen.
I can never meet deadlines, all because of procrastination. Argh. Argh. Argh. What was I doing for the past 2 weeks?! I thought- I had it all planned out. I thought- I could finish it in 2 days, which is 48 hours, which is 2880 mins, which is 172800 seconds. I thought I had alot of time. I thought and thought, but did not do anything. Argh.

Chuckload of workload.
Mon: XML Test + 50% Progress Check(OH EM GEE)
Tues: MADEV Test(30%) and SENGP Test
I'm dooooooooomeddddddddddddddddd. Doomed, I tell you. Dooooooooommmmmmed.

What makes people think I have the answers to everything? They are looking for the wrong person. They should be looking for Google, not me. tsk tsk.

I got my first C in my entire Poly life. You know how that feels? It feels as if I failed a test on writing the 26 letters of the alphabet. Argh. ARGH. I feel like crushing the test paper, but it's a practical test! Softcopy. ARGH.

ok. I'm feeling sleepy. I shall leave the things for tomorrow.

My Christmas 09'

2009-12-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

Christmas. How was yours?
I was browsing through facebook awhile ago, and I saw that many people were saying that they are gonna celebrate another lonely christmas. Hm. I think Christmas is about spending quality time with one's family.
Today, I get to wake up later, laze around, play dota with dan, rin and ky, play badminton with wes and dan, and got to eat a hearty dinner. All is well even without the turkey, ham and wine. Even if the whole world goes against you, there's always your family standing by your side. That, I think is very heartwarming. My family is not perfect, but I will always have people supporting me. That's what I'm thankful for.

Christmas Eve.
Watched Sherlock Holmes with Bibs, Fiona, Yiwen and Zhi yuan. It's not bad, because there's this super hot Jude Law. Nah, I'm kidding. I feel that this movie has alot of action scenes and it focuses more on Sherlock's martial abilities, rather than his super-freaking high IQ. Oh, and Jude Law's hot. I would rate this movie 3.5/5. Not all that great, but still passable. Oh, and I look forward to the sequel if there's any. But, I would prefer to have watch G.I Joe's sequel. It's more interesting, but lack sense. Yes, if I were to rant, it would take an essay of 500 words.
Zhi Yuan left after the movie and the rest went to bowl after that. We made a mockery out of ourselves in the bowling centre. But, it was fun. Then we reminisence about the secondary school days. The old days when everything seemed to be simpler. Finally, Bibs and I walked home from kovan. It's cooling and refreshing. Walks at night are great! ;D
Oh oh, I received a big big surprise while checking my email that night. It made my day. I really didn't expect that at all. :D

I WANNA THANK JOAN FOR THE VERY CUTE GINGERBREADMAN! It was super duper sweet of her to bake gingerbreadmen for her friends. I appreciate it. It was very sweet, I can feel the love oozing out from every bite I take. Nah, it's just plain delicious. I liked it alot.
(For some reason, I cant upload photos. Bummer.)

This post is subjective. BLABLABLA.

Presents, anyone?

2009-12-23T19:25:00.007+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVEEEEEEE!

Today is the winter solstice. 23 Dec. ;D

Will be meeting up with friends and catching up then. No parteh though. ):
(Hopefully, I'll remember to blog about this.) ;D

p/s. I think Christmas is the best festive season after Chinese New Year.

For all HermioneXRon fans:

Just for you

2009-12-10T23:57:00.007+08:00

Some new stuff coming up.

I came up with a 4-part for the-best-friend-whose-name-starts-with-the-letter-E-who's-bugging-me-to-do-something-completely-original-for-her. I hope to finish it by christmas, but with my current emotional state, I don't think I will be able to complete such a feat.

Some major post on some major big-assed ranting on some minor issues which no one really cares. Cos's it's personal. Yes. I'm gonna rant my lungs out some time later.
To make a long story short: I've been betrayed, an object of cheat, lied to and stolen from.
I doubt there will be any expletives in that post. I need to keep up my image of being civilised, and well-mannered. (MY BIG FAT STINKING FOOT!) I will only use words that has got to do with defecating, most probably. No worries. No worries. ASSHOLE LAH. (On 2nd thought, Im not publishing this one.)

I'm longing to see you now. Please be free tomorrow, and we can crap big time. So much to say, so little time. I miss Laoda. I miss Steph. I miss E. I miss Y. I miss B. I miss G. That's for being ghey.

Random Ramblings No.22

2009-12-06T23:39:00.008+08:00

Senjougahara Fascination. The Encore.
10 points for finding out where she hid those stationeries.

Sigh. I need to balance out work and play. School's getting yukkier by the day. Everyday's the same old routine over and over again. Tests, assignments, projects, classmates, friends, Erin, SIT club peers, Erin, tests, assignments and projects again. This vicious cycle will drive anyone nuts. What's with the eduacation system?! (I know I shouldn't blame the education system. Boo.) Okay, scratch that. What's with me?! I wonder. I don't believe I'm saying this but; I WANT A VACATION! Oh yea, my grades are finally slipping. Oh joy to the world.

Met Laoda on Fri. She hasn't lost her humour. It made me very happy to see her and talk crap again. Shit, I miss her like crap. I miss her crappy conversations mixed with witty retorts and cynical comments. Shit, I miss her. What's up with Laoda and the poop today? Oh wells. ;D

It's been awhile since I updated on life and what's around. I can sincerely tell you, nothing much. Just gossips, gossips and more gossips. I always feel as if there's always a paparazzi lurking around somewhere in a corner in the school. It's like no matter what you do, or who you hang out with, it gets blown up and spread around like a wildfire. People would all flock around to hear the latest break-ups, get-ups, and get-togethers. Now that I recall, I remember seeing a shady figure clutching a canon dsl at the fifth floor... (Nah, just kidding) So, my point is, I wonder how news get spread so fast and far? Are these people just naturally curious or is there any material for blackmail in for them? That makes me wonder. Oh dear, I'm sprouting nonsense. I have the flu again and I'm feeling dizzy while typing this shit out. So, ignore the entire post and get on with your merry lives, people. Good day and godspeed. I'm gonna study XML now, hopefully I can absorb enough to score an A for tomorrow's test. Wish me luck.

Random Ramblings No.21

2009-12-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

“Ye have heard that it hath been said, “An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth”; but I say unto you, that ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.” -King James Bible, Book of Matthew, Chapter Five

p/s. I'm no christian.

Random Ramblings No.20

2009-11-25T21:03:00.014+08:00

"LOL at flaming using bad grammar." A glaring mistake at a rudimentary sentence. What a laugh.
This is ridiculously, hilariously funny.

Please don't assume. It's because of cognitive dissonance, that you become a sheep; a blind follower. All in all, you will just look like a retarded minion. This is a generalized statement. This means it's subjective; varies from person to person.

Purple~ ;D

Enter november with love, joy and the first specks of snow. NOT.
Enter november with wrath, envy and the monsoon.
Oh the depressing rain.

"When I get tired... really tired... Why, I'll just sit down." -Peter McVries; The Long Walk by Stephen King

Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment

AFA

2009-11-21T21:40:00.012+08:00

"Ever since the 900s, I've always loved you." - HRE to Chibitalia.

AFA was a blast. Watching cosplay is fun.

p/s. 2 more days to 231109.
p/p/s. Turquoise is the new black.

What if there's no tomorrow?

2009-11-18T22:09:00.012+08:00

Adam Lambert - Time For Miracles - 2012 Movie Track

p/s. I'm a fan.

Week 2 well almost ended

2009-10-30T00:18:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's (technically, today) friday. The end of Week 2. Like how Richard has been counting down, I'm doing the same; 15 more weeks to go. No, I'm not estatic. On the contrary, it's a horror to graduate.

Anyways, good luck to all those taking the A levels.

Ignorance is bliss.
However, how long can you keep that person ignorant?
It's a joke; dark humour is more apt. *mirthless laughter*
Since I think it's fun to you, I shall play along and feign ignorance; for god knows how long.
(A small voice from within the shadows whispers "forever".)
It may not be fun to you, but I know it's absolutely beneficial for you.
Ignorance is bliss.
Pretend that nothing happened, nothing matters and I know nothing at all.
All that playing of dumb and dumber will insure 'that'. I'm almost certain of it.
Afterall, I'm just a liability. Now that, I'm certain.
In the end, if you say this was just a mistake, I will most definately be enraged.
That's just euphemism for you.

Let's all be friends and have fun! 8D

edited on sat.

Say your name over two hundered times and discover you are no one. - Richard Bachman (Pseudonym of Stephen King)

Random Ramblings No.19

2009-10-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been

2 days before Year 2 Sem 2

2009-10-18T03:11:00.009+08:00

I'm back from chalet. Chalet was fun. I absolutely love sleeping under the stars while listening to the humming breeze, and trying to distinguish what was lying infront of me when I open my eyes. Great venue, wonderful company.

I'm free tomorrow, or rather later. I think I'm meeting the usual company; Erin and Bibs.

School's gonna start in about less than 32 hours from now. I bought my lecture notes, and my resolution for the new semester is simple: four-point-o.

I'm bored so...
This came from Erin's blog.:

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
Is black, and will have to stay that way for 1 and a half more years. ):

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I will get easily distracted and hum and haw alot.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need is:
Sustenance (The essentials for living.), a laptop and internet.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
Many things in life.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
I blush.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I get really sleepy.

8. I've come to realize that money:
Is vital for life. (imo)

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I'll die.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
short. Ohthesorrow.

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
many people.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
Many months ago.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
Is flat.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
The sun is already shining.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
Think about various stuff.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
The previous answer.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
Is in my own hands.

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
Mountain dew, for now. That's because, I'm craving for it now.

19. I've come to realize that today I will and MUST:
sleep early tonight.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
Sleep.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
Go to school.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
get four-point-o.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to re post this is:
No one.

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
common playthings.

25. I've come to realize that love:
never lasts.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
Are nice people. Wanna give them a big hug without people talking about it. (Now, I wonder how to accomplish that?)

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
are lovely people whom I love very much.

28. I've come to realize food is:
just sustenance.

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
never ends in Singapore... *phew* (copied from Erin)

30. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
Something very painful.

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
is a very cute stranger. I like people easily. In this context, 'like' is not in the BGR sense.

32.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
is/are imaginary. I had an imaginary sister named Jessica when I was young.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
is a sudden outburst.

34. I've come to realize that death:
is sudden.

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I wanna curl up in bed all day long.

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I'll turn on my laptop or call people up.

Random Ramblings No.18

2009-10-09T18:08:00.006+08:00

Meh. Mechanical update.

Sat: Mid-Autumn. G BYTE's last gathering before yiwen goes off for intensive studying for A levels. G was there. She still loves us, okay. Played poker cards at the concourse. Took pictures, but Erin haven't uploaded them. *nudges Erin*
Sun: Dont remember.
Mon: Dont remember.
Tue: Dont remember.
Wed: LS's birthday! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY President! Went to amk to celebrate. Ice cube's first gathering, but not all the members are there. Water bomb parteh at basketball court, then watch ppl play pool at amk, then stayed over at LS's place.\
Thur: Went home at 3pm. And slept all the way! Woohoo~
Fri: Went to lotssa places. Wesley's birthday! Happy Birthday Wesley.
Sat: AGM.
Sun: No idea. Im freeeeeeeee then.

Next Mon: Voice Out trial-run.
Next Tue: Voice Out. Yes, JQ and BY, your baby's gonna be born. ;D JIA YOU!
Next Wed: No idea
Next Thur: Meet-up with Steph, I reckon.
Next Fri- Sat: Class chalet?

Oct babies:
2nd Oct: Marppphhhin, Papa and Zack's crush; Seraphina.
7th Oct: President Kwek Leong Seng!
9th Oct: Wesley!
10th Oct: Adela darling!
16th Oct: Alyssa's!
-not sure if there's more-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OCT BABIES!

To Eric ol' pal: Your matey updated. :D

Done for now.

Random Ramblings No.17

2009-09-25T11:03:00.005+08:00

What I've been up to recently? Hmmm.

I went for WSS for 3 days, and skipped 2 days of training. It's cos we're doing graphics, and it's pretty redundant since graphics is an optional paper, and I'll definately choose Words over graphics anytime! I cant draw with a mouse! One of the assignments is to draw a merlion, and if I did it without tracing, I wonder what will become of our national icon. =/
And on the 3rd day(of the week), I went to Marvin's place to stayover and celebrated Nelson's bday. Happy (Advanced) Birthday Extreme Buddy! I'm glad to see you treating your girl well. =D
On the 4th day (of the week), I came home at 7am and slept like a pig. Why this adjective? Cos, I woke up at 6pm. 11 hours of sleep! Ohohohoho.

Results.
How's your result? That's almost the first thing people ask when they see me. I'm reluctant to tell anyone of my results, cos it dropped. It's not a good thing, therefore, what's the point of sharing the bad news? Secondly, I don't wanna be judged as a show-off. Period. Thirdly, I dont wanna be looked upon badly by people. I still wanna keep my status as being someone who's smart. If you know my results or rather how much it has dropped, I'm afraid that you'd call me an imbecile.

Exco.
-start of convo-
A is a fictional character.
A: "Wow, Cawngrajulayshons, you're an Exco!"
Me: Yea yea. *rolls eyes*
-adrupt end of convo-
Everytime, I hear the word "Cawngrajulayshons", I feel as though I did something wrong. Ironically, this is especially so when the lecturer called me. Somehow, in this context, "Cawngrajulayshons" is synonymous to "Welcome to the power struggle, you're an idiot to have submitted your name. -insert evil laughter here- If I were you, I wouldn't take up the job. Neh neh ni poo poo. Sucker." I know, it's a very long synonym.
I know the lecturer or anybody else never meant it that way, maybe, it's just me.
Or maybe, there really is sarcasm in their words. 8D
-Continue guessing why I took up the post. I have my reasons which are valid in my eyes.-
Maybe, I'd be outcasted from the rest now that I joined the exco. But, I don't believe in you people being this shallow right? It's not as if, I am already of no value to you, right? *winks* Don't lie, it's a realistic world out here, and though my words sound harsh, it's practically the truth.
This is just the side of the argument for being a part of the exco. I am not starting the counter-argument, for various reasons. 8D

-FIN-

Tags replied 21 sept

2009-09-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

Tags replied 21 sept.

Kit, Steph: No worries, I'm happy!

Gene1, Sy: will do when I'm free. :)

Suwanno: It's a resort located in M'sia, JB. Highly recommended!

PBGA: Last time I followed my heart, I got lost somewhere at north bridge road. (I was supposed to go to suntec.) X)

Eric: JIM TOO! 2 KG! D=

p/s. Still uncertain.

Renewed Perceptions

2009-09-19T23:12:00.004+08:00

Back from Pulai Springs! :D

Wonderful journey, Changed perceptions, Lived like King, Epiphany. Period.

I had 6 meals aday! 6 MEALS! WAHAHAHAHA!

Ok, I've got nothing to write already.
TO ERIC: JIM UPDATED! LOL! :D

I'll end off with a photo!

P/S. Oh yea, I still have many more photos to upload, esp the bday ones. Let's procrastinate somemore. :P

Pre-Forum Day 3

2009-09-10T01:21:00.005+08:00

For the past 3 days, I was involved in polyforum. Oh well, I feel like an idiot there. That's because, I do not have enough prior knowledge to really get into the notion.

We've been discussing on the various political issues, looking for loopholes or questionable clauses/codes/ laws, and suggesting solutions to them. Yesterday, we went to the ISD (Internal Security Department) to learn more about Singapore and it's security issues, and what ISD does to maintain/ensure national security.

Overall, it's been a fun experience getting to know people, learning new things and debating about political issues and such, afterall, we are the leaders of tomorrow.

They (the facilitators) said that polyforum is a gathering of the "elites" of the various polytechnics. I don't agree as I am not a so-called "elite" and I feel that I am inferior to them. This makes my entry into this event a rather questionable one. =/

I feel inferior. That's right. Where's the conceit/arrogance?

Disgressing:
Yesterday, I also went out to steamboat with several others (OGLs). It was fun! I rememebered taking lots of pictures. Thanks Sherlyn. ILU. Is that sweet enough? Haha. =)

p/s. This post was edited. (toned down in the vocab)

End of Semester

2009-09-04T18:07:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of the holidays. I am bored. But, redicivism is in progress.

Year 2 Sem 1. It's the most memorable semester. This semester, I made alot of friends. It's something that I'd ever thought I'd achieve. Afterall, I am a social recluse. However, these friends taught me that life isn't always so. I mean I received alot of care from them, so much so that, I feel that I do not deserve them at all. A great bunch of people. Thank you, my friends.

But, life isn't all that great. It's my worst academic semester yet. I've never been this helpless academically in poly. Thanks to those who help me academically. I wanna thank CELESTE, JIAQI, BAO YING, ERIN, STEPH, HENRY, KAI YUAN, KIA GENE AND NELSON OH. They helped me alot academically. These people are unselfish and willing to help everyone. Kudos to their gracious spirits. But, what come may, I know that it isn't all that great, but it's better cos' of your help. ANYWAYS, I PROMISE TO SLAVE IT OUT NEXT SEM. WATCH OUT 4.0!

Next up, holidays. What am I gonna do? You all ask. And I shall answer.
Sept 6, Sun: QATS OUTING!
Sept 7, Mon - Sept 11, Fri : Sch at 7+am. Poly Forum.
Sept 14, Mon: Off to M'sia. Pulau smth. Heard it's a resort located away from civilisation. For Poly Forum
Sept 14, Mon: Start of WSS training. Gonna miss a few days due to poly forum.
Oct 9, Fri: End of WSS Hols training.

Pending: "MONTHLY" GATHERING. STEAMBOAT. Nope, not working during the hols. And many more, I haven't gotten any notice yet.

For now, I'm lazing at home. Bored to death.

Kay kay, gonna prepare to go out to meet Bibs. Bye.

"Each indecision brings its own delays and days are lost lamenting over lost days... What you can do or think you can do, begin it. For boldness has magic, power, and genius in it." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
But, decisions are hard to make. I don't know what I want. One or another.

ffxiii vs again

2009-09-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

Video Games Final Fantasy Versus XIII Advent Children Complete Trailer HD

XBox 360 Playstation 3 Nintendo Wii

p/s. (imho) There are only two sides of a story; the objective and the subjective.

p/p/s. My desktop is chio now! Thanks to gene! =D
Doncha wish your desktop was hawt like mine~

Random Ramblings No.16

2009-08-24T07:52:00.004+08:00

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow~

Whatever... ANYWAYS. I woke up super early today! 6plus am! A breakthrough! WAHAHA.

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow~

Birthday post not up yet~ Cos I am still lazy to upload the picchures.

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow~
I can't believe that I stayed till today~
Yeah, you and I'll be a tough act to follow~
But I know in time we'll find this as no surprise~

If I can see the future and how this plays out~
I bet it's better than where we are now~
But after going through this,
it's easier to see the reason why~
It's no surprise I wont be here tomorrow~
I can't believe that I stayed till today~
Yeah, you and I'll be a tough act to follow~
But I know in time we'll find this as no surprise~

LALALA~ Anyways, gonna copy iptnet now~

Oh yea. Below are the questions that may be coming out for exams 3 days from now.
It's not that I am freaking generous or other what-nots. I know how it feels to be in a competitive setting. But, f*ck this. I feel used afterall. I thought that things would change. Oh wells, I am realistic enough. But, it always hurts to have a little glint of hope.

HERE:
(I compiled the list of qns from (the course) IT's tips too. So, it's relatively different from just the BI's tips. More qns/ans to memorise, about 2 or 3.)

Tut1
Qn 1,3,5,6
Tut2
Qn 1,6,7
Tut3
Qn 1,2,3,4,6,7,8
Tut4
Qn 2,3,4
Tut5
Qn 1,2,3,6
Tut6
VLSM
Tut7
Qn 1,4
Tut8
Qn 2,3,4,5
Tut9
Qn 1,3
Tut10
Qn 2
Tut11
Qn 1,2
Tut 12
Qn 1,2

END.
(Credits goes to Celeste, Gene and Steph. Love them! =D)

BYE. TILL NEXT TIME.

Random ramblings No. 15

2009-08-23T02:08:00.011+08:00

Guo wei asked me to blog about exams! Well, it was a mistake but, nevertheless, I shall blog!
Oh yea. Dont mind the title. I'm too lazy to think of one. ANYWAYS, BLOGGER IS BACK TO NORMAL! REJOICE! =D

Exams.Are.Around.The.Corner.
Yep. They are, and I have 5 papers to sit for. Goodness Gracious.
Wanna see?

Yep. 5 papers. A picture is worth a thousand words. Oh yea, something random, Grace came today to help me tweak a little something in my life. So, hoping for a change pretty soon. =) It's a secret!

As for Birthday! THANK YOU ALL! Look forward to my next post, hopefully, sometime soon. It will be all about the 18 Aug Day! =D (Why not now, you ask. Because, I am lazy to upload the pichures and arrange them nicely, haha!) People to be thanked: (alphabetical order)
Bao Ying, Bi Xuan, Celeste, Dandy, Derek, Erin, Firdaus, Fuji, Fu Gui, Grace, Guo wei, Han jun, Henry, Hong Quan, Hui Khim, Jane, Jennifer, Jia Qi, Jia Sheng, Jia wei, Jing Ting, John, Jun Hao, Leon, Leong Seng, Kai Yuan, Kia Gene, Kit, Marcus, Marvin, Mervin, Nelson Ong, Nelson Oh, Pei Jun, Qiaoyu, Qing guo, Shellanita, Sheng Jie, Sherlyn, Siew Ling, Stephanie, Sing Yuen, Wee chiat, Wei Qiang, Xiu Wen, Yiwen, Zackerry, Zai Yong, Zhao Jie and Zhi Yong.

Hopefully, I didnt miss anyone out~ I love the gifts and the wishes! THANK YOU ALL. LOVE YA!

Ok. Good night. Tmr meeting Xin yi~ Mon meeting Gracie darl. I know you're jealous~ Tue is first paper. Busy week! Hope to post again soon~ Tatas~

Tags replied 23 Aug

2009-08-23T02:03:00.003+08:00

Tags replied:

Stephtanxy: NAH! Blogged liao~
Guo wei: HAHA! I blog about both bahs~
SY: YOU TOO! Go get lotssa As. And your profile pic in your blog... NICE! LOL.
Erin: I WAS SO WORRIED. For all i know, you went into the wrong toilet! 8D
Kit: Healed up and fine now! =D

Random Ramblings No.14

2009-08-15T16:32:00.000+08:00

Blogger's crazy. It's full of bugs.

Anyways, people have been saying that I've not been updating. I HAVE TONS OF PICHHURES TO UPLOAD. But, blogger sucks. It has bugs.

Talking about bugs, Auntie killed a lizard crawling around my house last night. Scary.

Watched G.I Joe yesterday. Okay movie.

ECPJ is a goner. Whatever. Cant be bothered to explain and rake up the unhappiness. Yes. I deserved it. Sigh.

Laoda msged me today. Was like damn shocked and super happy at the same time. =D I *heart* laoda. XD "3 days later, what u gonna do? B-)" A simple msg like that makes my heart aflutter~ *LOVES* Cos it's laoda. And I miss laoda very very very much.

Oh yea, I cant msg/call ppl. )= HP terminated. If u wanna look for me, call me. =D

"I dont want you to fall into the oblivion... NOW SPILL!"
"Bastards are aplenty. Infidelity is the norm nowadays."
"If you are down, look for me ok? Don't suffer on your own."
"I LOVE YOU. You guys are the best!"
"NOW SPILL THE BEANS! WAHAHAHA!"
-These are some things I wanna tell some people, but cant bring myself to.

Thanks to dear friends who helped me. ESP, ERIN AND NELSON OH! THANKS. YOU ROCK! =D

3 days from now. I will be blogging i think. =D

Random Ramblings No.13

2009-07-27T13:16:00.003+08:00

Since everyone at my table is either blogging or sleeping, I shall blog.

Eh. Nothing to blog about. Bye. X)

Finished Biz env! YAY!

Now there's biz comm, and ECPJ!

OMG! So difficult! )= So little time left. =/

[Edited]
Ok. I continued from where I left off just now. I want 100 hours a day! RAWR.
YAY! Joan passed me "The Love of Siam", I am so gonna start watching it soon! And after that, I will get the soundtrack from Ho (Henry)! =D
Today. Let's backtrack cos' I cant remember.
Ate Mcflurry. Supposed to be GranDaughter-In-Law's (GDIL) treat. But, I paid for it at last. -.-
Ate Terry's lollipop! Coke Flavour.. Nice! I still have 2 more left in my bag!
I had biz env presentation. I just spoke 2 sentences that's it. The teacher didn't pay any attention to the presenters anyway. He was more interested in the words on the slides. -.-

5 Hours break today. Did Biz Env, and discussed a little bit of Biz comm and ECPJ.
Qiqi, Bao ying Nuer and I went to block L to give qing guo his strawberry yoghurt drink, and played with Zai yong. I pity that kid, but still, I can't help him. Oh wells. Better luck next time. =D
Saw lotssa familiar faces. Let's hang out one fine day during the holidays! XD

Morning, I had DBMS revision lect. Heard that one guy fainted in the toilet. I scanned around the room and saw Erin safe, then i was relieved. Then I heard the person is from 08. I was so worried it was hei zhu! Cos hei zhu was still having a fever the last time I checked and I insisted that he come to school today. =/ Phew. Luckily, it wasn't him. Otherwise, I'd blame myself for asking him to come. Anyways, I never saw him today. So oh wells. 8D

ok. THE END. I'm gonna watch the love of siam now. BYE BYE!

Tags replied on 25 July 2009

2009-07-25T19:51:00.001+08:00

Tags replied from 5 July.
Mozzie Buddy: MEH. You know I want you to be there. You don't know how happy I was that you came. =)
Air buddy: Of course! It's according to your instructions. =D
Gladys/Wenjian: Wow, you managed to find this place! Good job! And Hi y'all! =D
Fugui: Thanks alot. You were the first to talk to me when I was super angry! Wahaha! Thanks uh! Buddies for life!
Bao Ying: Nuer~ You know what jia qi said? She said she will accept me if I am taller than her. But it's mei you ke neng that I am taller than her oneeeee! D=
Suwannoooo: LOL! IMY TOO! *Hearts* Anyways, yea, I have twitter. Also, I wanna learn how to tweet via sms. =D
Marvin: LOL. You'd better buck up too! JIA YOUS MARVIN! Tiffany is behind you! =D
Guo Wei: EMo Buddy! YOYOYO! U stole my turtle. nuff' said. =)

Random Ramblings No.12

2009-07-25T11:24:00.002+08:00

Blogger still has a bug. Oh wells. I am having a fever now. )=
Then yesterday I went to sch, I managed to pass the temperature check. =/
It's a miracle, either that, or the system isn't very good. Hmmmm.
Anyways, my temp yesterday was 39 degrees. So, I would be caught easily la. But, oh wells.

sick is not fun. )=
I am wasting my time not coding. )= )=
SIGH.

It sucks to be in my shoes. As Erin puts it, "Tiffany is a sucker; a pushover."

On a happy note: My temp is 37.5 degrees now. So I can be online! WOOTS. Gonna chiong projects. Tatas.
It's not that I like work. I like being an over-acheiver; but I am not one yet. )=

Random Ramblings No.11

2009-07-23T22:03:00.007+08:00

Oh wells. It's not that I dont wanna blog, but blogger has a problem with me. There's a bug. Horrible thing.
Anyways, yesterday Ho was saying that there aren't many people blogging these days and he is bored. So this is something for Ho to read.

Eh. Nothing to say so far. ......... Still nothing. See la. Nothing to blog about.

OH WAIT I REMEMBERED!

Erm. This week is eventful! Eventfully packed with tests. -.- <->Wen jie's favourie emoticon. (I learnt that today =D)
IPTNET test. I don't like the invigilator to the max. He annoys me by picking on me.
To him if he is ever reading this: "No, we dont have a problem here. It's you who has a problem with me. No, I have no problems. I've gotten full marks. 8D And I haven't spoken a single word since that the start of the test. Don't delude yourself." My class hates him. Oh wells.

DBMS! OH MAI. GONERRR. I am so gonna fail it.fail fail fail fail. If I managed to get a B, I will abstain from suan-ing people for a week. That's nice enough. =)

Pofm. It's pretty easy. The calculations and all. =) I still have time to let the person beside me copy. ohohohohoho. But the person... -.- Much ado about nothing.

Hmm. Today i went home early, and slept. I had a nice nap, and am ready to slog on my project; ECPJ. I am so gonna try to get a B for this module at least. It's currently below passing grade. (That's cause I havent fufilled my tasks. LOL.)

Erm apart from studies, let's go watch a movie. HARRY POTTER. +_+

What else? Good thing is I managed to accomapany Erin only for short periods of time this week. Hm. I should accompany her more. That's what I feel. Catch up on the good ol' times, joke around and be myself again. =)

One, 21 Guns, lay down your arms, give up your fight~
One, 21 Guns, throw out your arms, into the sky~
(21st century breakdown. In every sense of it.)
I'm listening to this~ =D Anyways, Doper than dope played this song last Fri.

I'm coughing like an old man. koff koff koff. *clears throat* koffs somemore. =/
Lollipops and choco for lunch everyday is nice. Candies. =D

Eh. I think it's getting too long a post. Byes and g'nights.

BandzOut!

2009-07-18T15:19:00.009+08:00

*LONG POST ALERT!*

WOOTS! BandzOut's finally over! Everyone can resume to their normal lives. But, who could forget the people working hard behind the scenes to make this all this possible?

I will say all I have to say here. Type ctrl-f to find your name!

BandzOut 2009/10 Committee

I am super proud of you guys. All the way from planning stage to the backdrop being pulled, torn, and burned, you people helped me all the way, to make this event a success.
To me; a successful event is one where there are crowds, performers, and cheers.

(Alphabetical Order, with I/Cs first)

Admin
Iris: Thank you for bearing with my last-minutes. And I know you've worked hard!

Sok Lei: Ah lei! You also bear with all my last-minutes! And you both always managed to produce such splendid work in such a short time!

Crowd Control
Marvin: It was great working with you! I can sense that many things weren't going right for you most of the time. But, you managed to keep everything under control in time. That's what's impressive. And, you will definately get what you want. *winks*

Wei Xiong: Though you weren't there at the actual day, but, you have contributed throughout the planning stage. I sincerely thank you and hope that you can get into director's list this time. =D

Chang Siang: MOOD MODERATOR! Haha! You never fail to crack us all up! Thanks for making time for us! And keep cracking jokes. They're funny! COLLATE DEPARTMENT! =D

Danial: Yo! Basketballer! I really appreciate all that time you sarcrificed from training to help out in BandzOut! Thanks alot! Go number.78!

Nigel: Thanks for lending me your phone and being my bank! Ahahaha! Next time, I need money, I will go to you! Muahahahaha. Thanks alot Nigel. And my advice to you; As you're an athelete, QUIT SMOKING! *fuss fuss*

Sarah: Yay! Thanks for going all the way from Nyp to Aljunied to carry the shirts. And without you, the registeration form is impossible. Thanks Sarah.

Thomas: Thank you for all your concern. I know you've been asking me to sleep, don't stress. etc etc. But, you have to think for youself, stay happy. On the exterior, you look happy, please, let it be the same inside.

Logistics
Leon: YO CLASSMATE! =D Anyways, Thanks alot for being there! Just by being there, alot of things can be solved by you. You give very constrcutive ideas that made BandzOut possible. Thanks alot!

Mei Zhen: It's great working with you. Because of you, I have less things to worry about. I know everything will come out fine with you. Work hard for Java!

Firdaus: I'm surpirsed and thankful that you helped me all the way. I've done many stupid things to you, and for that, I am sorry. Thank you for caring about me, and helping BandzOut all the way. =D (I dunno how many thank yous I must say)

Jia Wei: Ahahaa. GRASS HEAD! Thank you for helping me and listening to all my troubles. You're a prespective and great listener. Thanks Jia wei! (How's it like being sai kang warrior?) Good luck for English 'O' levels! Speak English 24/7 uhhh.

Nelson: EXTREME BUDDY! Thanks to you, I needn't worry so much about logistics. Thanks for taking care of Mei zhen for me! Can one lah! MEI WEN TI! =D

Richard: MVP! Thanks for helping out so much. He deserves the title of sai kang warrior. Haha! You're greatly appreciated!

Shili: Ahaha. You're the only female member in logistics (Exclude Mei zhen cos she is an IC.) I always worry that you have to do sai kang cos you one of the people smaller size than me. =x Thank god, they have enough guys yea. Ahahaha~

Siang Tong: Yes, thanks alot. Although you weren't there on the actual day for your studies, I believe you also did help out. Also, good luck on being on director's list this semester. GET 4.0 yea!

Publications
Wee Chiat: haha. Everytime I ask you smth, you'll just "haha". =_= Anyways, Thanks for staying. I know you had alot of sh*t. Yea, but, as a pub I/C you really did your job and more and also being my listening ear. Thanks alot. (Really, I dunno how many thank yous can cover this)

Chee Wah: MVP no.2! CHRYSANTHEMUM! (Surprised that I can spell it without any mistakes right?) You are more logistics than publications loh. I know that you don't know photoshop. But anyways, THANKS FOR BEING SAI KANG WARRIOR NUMBER 2! =D Ahaha. I appreciate you alot!

Hong Quan: NEIGHBOUR! HEI ZHU! Ahaha. You never fail to make me laugh sia! Thanks alot for being with me all the time hei zhu! =D It's really nice knowing you. And i know you always try your best in pub. Oh yea, next time in tests, sit next to me!

Jack: GO HOME BUDDY! Thanks for going home and waiting for me to go home all the time. Oh yea, thanks for being in pub and doing pub/ log things. I really thank and appreciate you. Jack, please be happy in the inside. Don't worry too much yea. And HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON 17 July!

Joanna: Though you quit at the last min, I will just take it that you cannot come on that day. You helped out alot. And you are present at most meetings. Thanks for that. Jia you for your outside cca! =D

Jun Hao: CUTE BUDDY! *hearts* Ahaha. Dont let your gf see this. Anyways, thank you cute buddy for helping me all the time, and lecturing me on life. You taught me about life, and how I've been wasting my past 17 years. Thanks cute buddy, you're a great guy! Take care of your, gf now!

Pei Jun: YAY! Pei Jun! Thanks for bringing the green tea over to NYP! Thanks alot! And good luck in your studies, and dont leave your laptop lying around everywhere ok? *fuss fuss*

Fellow Ex-IC (Terry): I know you regretted. Couldn't say I didn't blame you when I first know of the matter. Anyways, thanks for helping out! I know I leave some saikang for you to do sometimes. Thanks for your concern and thanks for sharing my burden with me. I appreciate it all. *MEGA-WATT SMILE*

Yay! I FINISHED COMMITTEE!
Now for Helpers!

Helpers
Thank you all for helping out in backdrop, even though it is not your job.

Bao Ying: Yay, Classmate! Ahaha. You always suan me and take my Jiaqi away from me! But still, Thanks for helping out! I appreciate it.

Cheng Yao: chengyaoyao.blogspot.com~ 8D Thanks for helping out in this event and thanks for all your concern! Ahahaha. You're a very funny guy! =D

Cindy: Cindy Jie~ Thank you Cindy jie for helping out in this event wor. I sincerely thank you for all your efforts wor. Next time hang out again ok wor?

Fuji: GAO DE! Thanks for being my loud speaker! Thank you for helping out despite your tight schedule. See you in polyforum yea? Oh yea, after our event I saw some people hanging things in at the amphitheatre leh, then they were talking about polyforum. I wonder if its got anything to do with us?

Galex: HOW CAN YOU FORGET YOUR MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY?! I throw things at you then you know ah! You are a last minute addition. And thank you for agreeing to be a helper and promptly come for meetings. =D

Gene: Eh. You betrayed me alot of times leh. I feel like killing you. But still, you took the time and effort to come lah. So, THANK YOU! =D And next time, remind me to go pasir ris ahh. I go visit you! XD

Guo Wei: EMO BUDDY! Thanks for all your concern. Sorry for ignoring you just like that. And, it's nice confiding in you! Be happy hor, and I know you are concerned over your studies, so JIA YOU and seek help whenever possible. Thank you for helping me also!

Han Jun: Sorry for ignoring you and brushing you aside when you asked if I was alright. Ahaha. I dont wanna make you worry. I know you are worrying about alot of things now. And thank you for helping me despite you being busy with Foriegn bodies. Thanks la Han Jun! And lemme see your cute parrot sometime! =D

Ili: ILIIII~ Ahaha. Thanks for helping out and I know that staying at the booth is very boring and all. And let's hang out sometime! =D

Jane: GIRLFRIEND! I *heart* you~ Ahahhaa. Anyways, Jane jie, thanks for taking care of me! I will try my best to look less blur de. But u must teach me how. =D Thanks for helping out as well!

JiaQi: QIQI! *hearts* If it wasn't for you, I would have quit BandzOut. =D But still, Thanks for helping ah, Qiqi! *loves*

Honey: YAY! Thanks for helping out yea! Oh yea, sorry for not getting an excuse letter for you. D=

Kit: PUMPKIN BUDDY! Thanks for helping out. And sorry for not including you in the photo-taking session. I am really sorry and guilty and regretful about that. D= Sniff pumpkin buddy~

Kenneth: Thanks for helping to do tags and coming to help out. I'm sorry I couldn't get you excused from test. But still JY FOR JAVA man! Oh yea, you and eileen tag team uh, Best ah!

Leong Seng: SAIKANG PANDA! =D Ahaha Thanks for agreeing to be BandzOut Emcee and win Voice out ok? =D Go get Champion! =D LS, You rock siol!

Nai Zheng: Nai ge! I know it's unfair that you guys didn't have any free drinks and all after slogging so much. And for that, I'm sorry to everyone. But still Nai ge, thanks for helping out.
You taught me values like no other.

Nicklaus: Wah THANKS SIA NICKLAUS! You really another sai kang warrior! Thanks alot for helping BandzOut! =D

Qing guo: Sorry for ignoring your concerns. Hahah! Butch! =D Anyways, Thanks Qing guo, you're a great guy and, I really thank you for helping out and all. QG JIA YOU! And teach me how to not study and get A!

Rachel: Another last minute addition. Thanks for helping out and giving such constructive ideas. Also, send me the pics yo! I also appreciate you! =D

Sheng Jie: Sorry for ignoring you when you asked if I was ok. And thank you for your concern! I will listen to you and never lie to you le. Promised. =D Thanks for helping out even though you are in a pinch. I really appreciate it! XD

Shidah: Thanks for being BandzOut Emcee. Though it's a pity that West grand boulevard counldn't come. Nvm, next year let's hope they come! =D I go get autograph with you! =D

Sing yuen: Thanks ah. You silently do all the sai kang for me. You think I dunno ah? Thanks alot. I really appreciate it! =D Need any help can ask me uh!

Steph: XIN YI! You're very reliable. I know that I can always rely on you if anything. Thanks alot ah! Loves Xinyi! You've contributed alot to this event. And I l believe in good karma. *You know where I'm getting at* And if you need any help, remember to ask me! I will die die help you one.

YAY! Helper's thanked!
Left with Excos!

Excos
I'm too lazy to do one by one. Many thanks to your superb guidance. You guys really help me alot! Thanks Jerlyn for everthing, you are not harsh on me, no worries! =D Thanks prez for helping to call tech people, I am ashamed that I didnt know we had to call them on our own. Thanks Vice-prez for sharing past experiences. Thanks Audrey for concern! I got eat hor at night only. =D Thanks Micheal for advice. Thanks Marcus for advice and concern. Thanks Terry, take care of Shili! XD Thanks Thomas, even though you MIA. Good luck in FB! Thanks Zai yong for being doorman. Ahaha! Good luck in learning the guitar! I will try to be less blur lah! Thanks Alvin for concern. Oh yea, we have nice Excos! =D

Owari~ End.

ANYWAYS. PLEASE DONT COMMENT ON THIS. I DONT CARE. DONT COMMENT AND APPROACH ME ABOUT THIS ANYMORE. I DONT WANT ANY RESPONSES OVER THIS POST! I JUST WANNA LET YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT I THINK TRUTHFULLY.

air buddy and mozzie buddy

2009-07-09T01:23:00.003+08:00

I am busy. But i still have time to blog.

Today, I met erin and i am happier to meet her as compared to meeting fu gui. (erin wants me to write one)

And I am also happy meeting yiwen. So happy that flowers, grasses, marigolds ~~and weeds~~ grow in my heart.

ok done.

To mozzie buddy: I was very happy u called seriously. See the above!
To air buddy: I am also happy seeing you! See above!

Tags from 15 May - 5 July

2009-07-05T14:16:00.002+08:00

Replying tags from 15 May Onwards

Guo wei: Please don't emo on your own again. I can join you anytime. 2 people agonizing together is better than 1.
Stephtanxy: :D Anything need help remember to ask me uhss, Xin yi~
Alvin: yes yes, I geddit. :D
Sy: Good luck with quarantine~ LOL.
Kit: Hi pumpkin buddy! Smile more too okays?
Air buddy: HAHA. There's also Mozzie buddy! :D *loves*
richard: Linked. And yo, saw that you are labelled MVP?
Suwanno: Suuuuuuuwano~ HELLO! We should hang out more yea!
QG: Lame lah. I also can... (:
Gene: LOL. That candy floss day was fun :D
LcW: Eh, you know what? You are MVP no.2!
honeyy: LINKED! :D
Yea. Thank you all for tagging. I take a long time to reply tags.. Hmm. Nvm next time, I 1 month 1 time reply tags. :D

Random Ramblings No.10

2009-07-04T23:38:00.009+08:00

Ohhh. A post! I dunno what to write. Daus asked me to blog more. So here I am, blogging.
Lemme think of interesting things.

2 July
Auntie scolded me for not buying food for pek. Pek has always been buying lunch/dinner back for me. So I went down to hougang point to accompany Pek to buy his lunch. Guess what? We saw Fugui! Ohhh. I am so happy to see an ex-classmate. I think that day I was feeling pretty down and voila, seeing him cheers me up a whole lot. Yes, I still owe him treats.

Good luck with your girl, Fugui. And I hope kite-flying was fun! :D

3 July
I ate sakae with bibs at hougang point today. :D So happy! I like Bibs, we can talk about anything under the sun and she knows my antics very well. :D
Then Yiwen came to find us! Our plan initially was to return my library books after sakae, but yiwen came and wanted to come to my home. And there, I had to pay one more day of fine.

Then they came to my home and played PS2. Yes, and I am a lazy bum, who didnt bother to find out how to switch on the PS2. Anyways, that night, I had webcam session with classmates, and it was pretty fun. I had initially wanted to wear power ranger mask before switching on the webcam, but I realised I have no power ranger mask.

4 July
Erm today BYTE went to Hokkaido Food Fair @ Tampines Mall! The smell there was fishy, but the food there were tasty and expensive. But I didnt take pictures, cos' I forgot.
(Food fair lasts until 12 July)
Must try: Ice-cream, takoyaki and the cheese cake. :D

Anyways, we spent our afternoon at tampines, and went to hougang mall to buy my cute blue hard disk.

We were supposed to buy presents today. But, we missed our objective.
At night, BYTE came to my home and played. Yi and Bibs played the PS2 and Erin and I played Sims3. We created a certain pink Mr. J in sims 3.
And to Gracie Darling: We miss you and love you. Stop being a prick. :D

And we must have a YETBG outing next time. And QATS outing too. I miss my girlfriends. D:
Any idea what to do for YET day (17 July)?
YET day supposed to be 17 august lohhh~

(Oh yea. I was blogging halfway last night, until Auntie wanted to use my laptop. So, I continued on until today)

And blogger has a problem with me uploading photos. Have I exceeded my quota of uploading photos? WAH. Anyone who can help me solve my problem?

This week

2009-07-01T18:47:00.009+08:00

This week is full of e-learning.
E-learning has been such wonderous experience. So much that I despise it. I'd rather go back to school.
But, I gotta thank my friends. Wonderful people who gave me answers. ;D
Thank You! Love ya.

Again, nothing beats a good read. I've been reading again. =D

I cooped myself at home for about 1 week or so already. I think. Yea, and I've been sleeping late and waking up in the late morning (about 10am every morning). My tan is goneeee. I'm no longer sunburnt! :D
For those who do not know, my room is always dark, and the sun rays never come in.

Oh yea. My laptop is acting up again, I'm so gonna reformat it.

Oh yea. I'm blogging cos I'm bored. Bored to tears.
Don't you know boredom can kill? (No, actually it can't.)

Oh yea. Since I'm so bored and my blog's so plain. I shall put up picchures. To add color to it's nondescript-ness.

Blogger refuses to upload my photos. =/
Nvm then. Another day or maybe never. 8D

Bye bye.

Pictures? Where to upload?

2009-06-26T17:48:00.006+08:00

I've got tons of photos to upload. Hmm~ Where should I start?

Anyways random webcam with pek, cos Auntie wanna learn how to webcam with her son. =D It was a fun teaching session! LOL.

I still have the BandzOut audition pictures, BandzOut booth pictures, family makan session with Auntie's family, Tristan's pic, Zack's friend tonning night, Bukit Batok house play play session, and lemme think of more...

Aiya. Dunno where to upload. Any ideas except from facebook?

Oh yea. Here's the link on the 12 June photos! click me!
12 June photos include giant candy floss @ PC fair, BandzOut booth, and kampong kia (Brian) wearing formal. Take take?

Lastly, Happy birthday to YIWEN DEAREST, Woon Ching, Alicia, and Kai Yuan.
All 26 June babies! So scary eh. All same day.

Foreseen & Unforseen

2009-06-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

I should be left alone. Relationships, esp friendships are just so hard to maintain.

Recently, the reprecussions of my past doings hit me. I was prepared for this; I foresaw this, but I didnt expect to drag another down with me. Frankly speaking, I deserved it. Because I am too busy with other stuff(SIT club, nyaa camp, projs, tests, worldskills) to commit to just CO. I got my just desserts and I can't and won't complain.

I think I will piss everyone off if I speak my mind 24/7. 8D

VoiceOut, BandzOut and Phat Night all postponed until further notice. Oh wells. Free for now. (These are due to unforseen circumstances.)

I NEED A JOB. I AM BROKE.

back from camp

2009-06-22T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hello world! Tiffany is back from camp! "meh meh turned black" That's what hanjun said when he saw me. BOO HOO! I am so depressed. I shall emo at home everyday and dont come out unless necessary to make myself white again!

Anyways, my skin stings from the sunburn. Painful!

Camp was fun, even though I did alot of saikang (shit work). Sad sia. But I love my cute power 5 alot alot. They are the freshies that I am taking charge of by the way. =D

I miss my pillow and bed and sofa and toilet very very much.

Oh yea I did make friends too! Will miss my freshies (POWER 5)! =D

POOOWEEEERRRR! WAHAHAHA! WOOHOO~

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMEH DEAREST! *hearts*

Notice

2009-06-19T08:42:00.002+08:00

Away for camp for a few days. Tatas. I hope i get lost in the woods and dont come back. (but there is no forest there) Awwwww.

Contact via handphone. That's all folks!

Lappy's very sick

2009-06-14T14:51:00.006+08:00

MY LAPTOP SPOILED! AND AND I MUST WAIT TILL MONDAY TO CALL THE HP PPL! )=
Ahaha! No msn for me nowadays~ I miss my chatting buddies LOL. Esp, Bibs. I havent talk to her to a long time due to lots of tests, BandzOut, and all. So, I've recently decided to bug her everyday, but but, my laptop spoiled~

Sigh. Sigh sigh sigh. As time goes by, people will speak less to one another, and we'll get more distant. Though you said we're friends, I think the feeling isn't mutual, I just find you just an aquaintance nowadays. Soon, we'll just pass by each other without looking at the other person in the eye, and become total strangers.

On another note:
Cut me some slack. Haven't I been working hard enough? Why can't you make my life easier? I find it hard to compromise with every wimp and whine everyone says. I'm just a pushover. dammit. *quit BO quit BO quit BO* You think it's so easy to leave the organisation like that?! It's because I feel guilt; I feel I am responsible for everyone there. Nothing's ever easy. Everything requires effort.
I feel that I am just a burden there. Yet, I must continue, but, you... Are you even trying? I hope you are. Otherwise, what's the point of me persisting? I am trying so damn hard.

On another note:
I am afraid. My laptop. My project, my school work. For now, my results aren't taking a dip yet. (except E-comm project) I feel that I could have done more on the E-comm project.

Ahh. Dont wanna rant anymoree~ Picchures will be posted later. After I got my small laptop back from Nigel Toh~

random ramblings no.9

2009-06-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

tiffany needs courage and confidence! gambatteh!

I love you

2009-06-05T21:43:00.007+08:00

Today, I went out with YET. Although it was short, it was nonetheless FUN FUN FUN! *Hearts YET* In case pple who don't know YET, YET are my besties. Yiwen, Erin and Tiffany(me). We've known each other for 8 years already! LOL. Anyways, YET FOREVERRRR~ Yes, we are extemely close.

AND WE ARE NOT LESBIANS! Today, someone said me and erin are lesbian partners~ And I was laughing very hard. HAHA. It's not true. We are very close with each other only cos we are the best of friends! =)

A heartfelt confession:
I love you girls! HEARTS!

This is YET for you! taken long time ago.
From left: Tiffany, Erin Yiwen

Our next meeting is soon! SO HAPPY! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~ Hanging out with YET makes me very happy! They help me forget my troubles.

Sidenote: I CHOOSE IT track. My CC (Course Coordinator) was saying IT lah~ Then I chose IT lah~

Wish the happy part is real. I need all the courage I can get to resolve everything!
Ok. BYES!

Random Ramblings no.8

2009-05-31T00:13:00.005+08:00

updateddd.

In this post, I am simply letting my agony out. This is not to stimulate any anger or unhappiness. It is to procure understanding from my targetted audience. Dont like it? Go fly a kite.
Word of advice: Dont jump to conclusions cluelessly. Ask first.

I am lethargic 24/7. I just woke up. =_= I think my biological clock is going haywire.
After blogging, I am determined to continue doing GUI.

However, everytime I open Visual studio, I feel like vomitting. I dont know how to continue. I am unsure of what I am doing is correct or wrong. I am afriad that cos' of my folly, we may have to redo GUI from the beginning again. Just like last time.
Where has the sheer confidence and smugness gone to?

Received my first warning letter. Wonderous experience. I shall frame the damned thing up one day, and hang it on my wall of ~~shame~~ fame.

IT or BIZ? That is a question. 8D
Initially, I was deciding on not making a choice, and let the CC choose for me. I told her (not referring to CC), and she hinted indifference. ~~So I pretty much dont care abt my life right now. I dont care abt 4.0 already. I dont care about university already.~~ Oh yea, this means that I can slack on projects, icas and tutorials. 8D My only motivation hinted indifference. I hope you understand diction. I dont know what to choose. May be flipping a coin then.

On a brighter note. I am happy that I have friends who care about me. This week, I feel as if the dark clouds are gone and I can see glimpse of the sun's ray. Simply put, life is getting better. But, something happened, but that's another story for another time. I just dont wanna talk about it.

Moral of the story: just because it's tiffany. Tiffany can do wonders, perform miracles, and create things out of thin air. Tiffany is not human. woots. 8D

ok. Goodbye.

(edited) Zhao jie nagged me. HMPH.

Random Ramblings No.7

2009-05-14T03:35:00.005+08:00

It's about to be 4am, and I'm not asleep yet.
I am currently taking a break.
I dunno how much longer I can last.
Today, I almost sacrificed someone who is invaluable to me.
I was so dumb.
Tears gathered when the call didn't go thru.
I just blinked it away, and focused on my work.
I didnt want to break down there and then.
A leader is supposed to be strong isn't it?
I cant show my weak side to anyone.
I am still traumatized by the entire episode.

I am so dumb. The worst has yet to come. I fear the for worst.

Thank you Alvin, Bixue, Cheng Yao, Firdaus, Gene, Guo wei (emo buddy), Jack, Jane Jie, Jia wei, Khim jie jie, Kit, Nigel, Sheng Jie and Wee Chiat.
(In alphabetical order)

Alvin, Bixue, Cheng Yao, Gene, Guo wei and Kit for cheering me up. Thank yous~
Firdaus and Jack for noticing that I am at the verge of tears, and cheered me up. Thanks, seriously!
Khim jie jie for your concern! X) Thank u~
Nigel and Wee Chiat for helping me out. Thanks!
Jane Jie for always being there for me, taking care of me like a real sister. *Hearts*
Jia wei for listening to all my crappy rants. He's a great confidante. Thanks buddy!
Sheng Jie for being a listening ear and being my welfare manager. Thanks~

Appreciate you guys alot.

To all who cares about Tiffany and asked if she's fine:
Thanks alot. Love you guys!

To all beloved BO members:
Thanks for staying. I appreciate everyone of you. =)

Replies to tags (1)

2009-05-09T15:00:00.012+08:00

I know I am lazy.
Anyways,
Replies to tags:

To Many: Linked! =)
To Nz: Conhweedent! Lols. But true! =)
To Alvin: Hihi! *waves*
To Emo buddy, Erin, Eugene and Sing Yuen: YEA! I UPDATED! =)

To Steph: Hello Tan Xin Yi! *waves more*

To Kit: Hi pumpkin! Will link you! =)
To Jia Qi: Of course I will jealous! SNIFF. Go break up with them! )=

Colours!

(edited)
I feel so useless. I cant help them. Why? I do not deserve this at all. I am already a very screwed-up person; how to help the others? I cant even help myself. *mirthless laughter* And I tried to help them, but I know it didn't do much. My EQ sucks. People hate me cos' of that, I know that. It's cos I don't know how to act and react. I wish there is a book called "How to be a normal person", I'll study the thick volume and score a distinction for the test. I've heard enough of "tiffany is weird" to know that I am a misfit in society.
I hope it helps. (this is to whoever who wanna see an 'emo' post)

I really do wanna help them. Screw my low EQ. Screw life. Screw helplessness. Just dissappear into the void and don't come back haunting anyone anymore.

Random Ramblings No.6

2009-05-08T01:08:00.006+08:00

In a few hours, I start lessons at 9am. E-commerce for the whole day. Sian. Will it be like 2 weeks ago? I dunno. End lessons at 4 and BandzOut meeting at 6.30.
Anyways, I'm rather busy with assorted stuff now, namely BandzOut, Studies, Worldskills, CO, damn tiring. I dont think I can take anymore of this. But, Personal Mentor (PeM) came up to me and said "you should join more activities." I was stunned and stuttered that i could not handle anymore. Oh wells. Let's see then. Community service.

Anyways, when I find time, i will update backwards about outings and daily stuff. Pictures included. =)

To my Gfs:
I am very busy. Sorry for not making time for u girls. ILU, I miss you and you know it. When I'm free, I'll promise I'll go shopping with u girls till I drop okays? =D

Btw, Gracie darl made me apply for many jobs. I wonder if any will take the both of us in? I hope I can cope with everything.

Oh wells. That's it for now. I'm gonna sleep.

Friends are my only motivation for pressing on. You're cherished.

Update! FINALLY~!

2009-05-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

A quiz from Sing Yuen:

Choose 21 people .

1. Yiwen
2. Erin
3. Bi Xuan
4. Gracie dar
5. Celeste
6. Chang siang
7. Edwin (Classmate)
8. Guo Wei
9. Hong Quan
10. Jennifer
11. Jia qi
12. Leon
13. Marvin
14. Mei Zhen
15. Nelson (Classmate)
16. Qing guo
17. Sheryl
18. Bi xue
19. Wei Xiong ge
20. Zhi yong
21. Sing Yuen

From 5-20 are random ppl. I just scroll the contacts on my handphone and picked the first one on the list. =D

How did you get to meet 7 ? [-Edwin-]
- Freshmen Orientation 2008/09. He's my classmate; aka. The rugby playa!

What would you do if you and 15 never met ? [-Nelson-]
- I'd be damn sad, cos I'd be blind if we never met. he's my classmate yo, I see him everyday!

What will you do if 20 and 1 date ? [-Yiwen & Zhi yong-]
- O_O They dont know each other! (I think) but if they're a couple, I'd support.

Have you ever seen 17 cry ? [-Sheryl-]
- I've seen her for 1 year already. Never seen her cry once! =)

Would 4 and 16 be a good couple ? [-Gracie Dar & Qing Guo-]
- O_O they dont know each other. (I think) But hmm~ I'll support them if they're a couple nevertheless!

Do you think 11 is attractive ? [-Jia Qi-]
- Of course! Jia qi, break up with all ur other revived lao gong, ai ren, current boyfriend and stead with me! T_T

Whats 2's favourtie colour ? [-Erin-]
- BLUE! She copy me!

When was the last time you talk to 9 ? [-Hong Quan-]
- Hmm, Friday. I called him out, but he got smth on. Hong quan, show me the sexaye grass!

What language do 8 speak ? [-Guo wei-]
- English, Mandrin. He wanna learn Japanese! Let's learn to speak fluent Jap together! =D

Who is 13 going out with ? [-Marvin-]
- Ohhh~ Marpin! Erm i dunno who~

What grade is 12 in ? [-Leon-]
- Same as me! Poly Year 2!

Would you ever date 17 ? [-Sheryl-]
- Why not?! Let's go out for a date sheryl!

Where does 18 live ? [-Bi xue-]
- Serangoon North Avenue 3 or 4. her address is psst psst psst. 8D

Whats the best thing about 3 ? [-Bi Xuan-]
- The mediator who listens to my problems and I like her advice the most!

What would you wanna tell to 10 now ? [-Jennifer-]
-Update ur blog, and MEETUPS!

Whats the best thing about 20 ? [-Zhi yong-]
- A good friend and trustworthy guy! =D

Have you ever kissed 5? [-Celeste-]
- Nope haven't!

Whats the best memory you have with 21 ? [-Sing Yuen-]
-FMO! FINALE. He's a great guy who's fun to hang out with. So, every memory is best~

When is the last time you see 6 ? [-CS-]
- Eh Yesterday! =)

How is 14 and 12 different ? [-Mei Zhen & Leon-]
- One is a girl, another's a guy! They are different all right.

Is 19 pretty ? [-Wei Xiong Ge-]
- Eh, wait for him to go thailand for makeover first then I go see. 8D

What is your first impression of 11 ? [-Jia Qi-]
- A quiet girl~ But when u know her, she keep shooting u~ =D

How did you meet 20 ? [-Zhi Yong-]
- Planning stage of FMO! We were in FINALE! So I met him. There! =D

Is 1 your best friend ? [-Yiwen-]
- How did u ever guess?! Smart!

Have you seen 18 last month ? [-Bi xue-]
- Yep! Saw her when she was substituting siew siew for work.

When is the last time you see 16 ? [-Qing guo-]
- Yesterday! =D

Have you been to 5's house? [-Celeste-]
- Nope! I've been to her void deck! =)

When is the next time you will see 10 ? [-Jennifer-]
- 6 May. Hopefully! PRAY PRAY PRAY that Jen and I will be free on that day!

Are you close to 13 ? [-Marvin-]
- Ok la~ We can be Emo buddies! =D

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before ?[-Gracie Dar-]
- of course! And she always got alot of things to say! =D Appreciate her comments though. I like listening! =)

Have you ever gotten in to trouble with 8 before ? [-Guo Wei-]
- Of course not! We're Emo buddies! =D

Would you give 19 a hug ? [-Wei Xiong ge-]
- Of course! Why not?!

When have you lied to 3 ? [-Bi Xuan-]
- hmmm~ i dont remember! But if I did, it'll be a white lie.

Is 16 good at socializing ? [-Qing guo-]
- Of course! He's a super friendly xiao zhu! *oink!* =D

Do you know secrets about 9 ? [-Hong Quan-]
- Hmm~ I dont remember. I dont think so!

Describe a relationship with 12 & 14 ? [-Leon & Mei Zhen-]
- My Beloved Logistics I/C and Assistant I/C for Bandz Out! =D That's their relation!

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 ? [-Hong Quan-]
- A sotong who never fails to cheer me up with his sotong-ness.

Whats the worst thing about 6 ? [-CS-]
- Hmmm~ Collate department! =D I dont see anything bad in him bah.

Have you ever had a crush on 12 ? [-Leon-]
- Nope! Classmates for life, man!

Does 14 have a bf/gf ? [-Mei Zhen-]
- I dunno~ D=

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face ? [-Yiwen-]
- MANY TIMES! But she'll win by flicking her rebonded hair in my face.

Has 21 met your mother ? [-Sing Yuen-]
- Nope!

How did you get to meet 15 ? [-Nelson-]
- Classmates! Of course we'll meet each other! He's my GDIL summore.
GDIL = Grand-daughter-In-Law

Do you ever physically hurt 3 ? [-Bi xuan-]
- Of course! I punch her stomach when she insult me. I bite her when she holds me captive for various reasons! But all in all, scold is dote, hit is LOVE! *hearts*

Do you live close to 7 ? [-Edwin-]
- I think so. We live quite near NYP.

Whats 8 favourite food ? [-Guo wei-]
- Man.. I dunno this. Maybe SAKAE! =D Let's go for sakae session tgt one day, Emo buddy! =D

What kind of car 1 have ? [-Yiwen-]
- Toy car. 8D

Have you ever hang out with 9 before ? [-Hong Quan-]
- hmmm~ Yea! =D

If you give $14000 to 14 , what will she/he do ? [-Mei Zhen-]
- Dunno~ But i wont give that sum to someone unless imma filthy rich! 8D

5 ppl to do this quiz .
- Gracie, Sheryl, Kai yuan, Erin, Yiwen

FINALEEEEE

2009-04-05T22:08:00.006+08:00

FMO is over~ Mixed feelings stirred inside of me when i saw those picchures. I was happy yet sad. Sad cos Fmo was over. Those friendships I have made, I hope they'll go a long way. I'll truly miss them. I'll cherish each and everyone of them. Happy cos the audience enjoyed the performance and my freshies told me they enjoyed themselves.

I will miss the people from different courses and i cant meet them that often. Aw. As for DBI, I'll see them a few times a week. Keep in touch, yea?

Life in proposal was boring. It's the truth. Alignments; when is it ever interesting to see grids? But, we DBI will meet up for dinner every night, and that's when the real fun starts. Hearts DBI.

Life in finale was so ever interesting. All the crazy people and gathered there. Every session was filled with laughter. I thoroughly enjoyed myself there. Hearts Finale.

But life for both was tough.
For proposal, the work we submitted was rejected many many times before it was accepted. But, that's for perfection. we must have the most accurate and perfect alignments. Kudos to those who stayed up and aligned the proposal. Thank you all.

For finale, our script was rejected many times. Kudos to those who stayed up and thought of ideas for the script, everytime it's rejected. The end-product was spectacular. Thank you all. I had fun there.

For DBI0908, though we only met for 3 days, I wish you all the best. You guys are very united when it comes to dissing me. Yes. Suan-ing me all the time. But, I enjoyed time with u guys and hope that you guys also enjoyed yourselves. Even tough you guys are not very enthusiastic, I still like your class. I dont mind suan-ings! Want any class outing? =)

FMO is a process of learning. I made lots of friends, learnt much, sacrificed some things, lost a little time. Every moment is cherished, every friendship is treasured, everyone will be remembered. Time passed so fast, FMO is over in a bat of an eyelid. But, I'll miss everyone.

Conclusion is:
LET'S ORGANISE MORE MEETUPS.

FINALE!

Will post more picchures when I get them!

eh? What Title?

2009-03-28T23:37:00.005+08:00

FMO GOGOGO!
OGLs GOGOGO!
DBI GOGOGO!
FINALE GOGOGO!
PROPOSAL? END ALREADY LA. =)

~~My class is DBI0907. GOGOGO!!!~~

~~But they say 07's got a tradition that the class will not be enthu oneeee. Sigh.~~

(edited)
My class is BI0908! =) GOGOGO!!!
Finale's fun! DBI's cool! XD

P/S. HAVE A SAFE TRIP BIBS, I MEAN BOB. =) LOVE YA, MISS YA DOOD.

PROPO'S A GONER

2009-03-24T23:48:00.004+08:00

Proposal's finally DONE! Super ecstatic. After 2 weeks of slogging(?), we finished the proposal. Fuu fuu. Now's the time to concentrate on "Kim". (shit. I feel like vomitting. I think it's the lemon tea. But... Then again, it may be the gastric acid at work. Oh wells.)

Pictures? Next time. Laziness.

p/s. My name is now ~~Tiffany~~ Timothy; baptized by Father Bob. =D

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2009-03-21T23:18:00.004+08:00

OHOH. Siew siew is an auntie! Wahaha. Sheng siong carrier bags. =D

Anyways, I went to ten miles junction today. LRT is fascinating. The windows will blur up whenever the LRT passes HDB flats. I think that is because it overlooks the inside of the flats, and the blurring effect is to prevent commuters from looking into people's home; to protect their privacy. But, nonetheless, it's soooooo fascinating! It's the 2nd time I took an LRT! COOLIO.

Wahaha. I like DBI. super coolio! =D GOGO, FOR FMO!
Path to higher destinies!

Results

2009-03-17T09:22:00.008+08:00

I know of some people who can't wait to know of my results. So I shall blog about it.

Firstly, I would like to apologize to all those in the same management group for project work with me. I am sorry for not getting u guys an A, and do not deserve my current grade for management. Sorry. If there's any way I can make up for it, please do tell me. D= SORRY.

Next, what I can say is Econs ruined me, and my grades from last sem sucked. Ok.

Lastly, my GPA is 1.772453851... Oh wait, that's the square root of pi. Sorry. So my GPA is X.X24. HAHA. Wanna know? Ask me personally la. Otherwise, I'll leave it to your own imagination. =)

Ouh kays. I said enough. And Imma sorry to my management group. SORRY, U GUYS.

p/s.
To: Fugui
I DIDNT GET PERFECT SCORE THIS TIME. SO NO TREATS. POOH.

Random Ramblings No.5

2009-03-15T23:32:00.010+08:00

I found a really cool quote!

"Rorschach's Journal: October 12th 1985. Dog carcass in alley this morning, tire tread on burst stomach. This city is afraid of me. I have seen its true face. The streets are extended gutters and the gutters are full of blood and when the drains finally scab over, all the vermin will drown. The accumulated filth of all their sex and murder will foam up about their waists and all the whores and politicians will look up and shout 'Save us!' And I'll whisper 'no'."
-from Watchmen

I feel that the world is approaching towards the state of entropy. Imma self-proclaimed realist, by the way.

Recently, Imma more sardonic and cynical than usual. Sigh. People will beat me up. If you catch me smiling to myself at times when I'm supposed to be serious, this means that I am just being sardonic. Fuu fuu. My arrogance knows no end. My ego knows no limit. Humility is not my cup of tea. Or is being an egocentric bastard just a cover?

Oh yea, one more point. I have read from somewhere that paranoia branches from inferiority complex. (Have I mentioned this before?)

Quote of the day:
Maybe underneath all that smugness, I actually do have an inferiority complex.

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2009-03-14T11:42:00.005+08:00

Maybe it's me.
Maybe I didnt do enough.
Because I suck.
I should begone.
Maybe I am a jinx.
I should begone then.
Maybe I was the cause.
Then I should begone.

Why did I arrive in this world just to deplete the world's resources? My mere existance is lesser than that of air, I should never have been born. I am just born to be the bane of everyone.
Just let me continue my life rotting away. If I did cause any trouble to anyone, I'll leave. I do not have any will anymore. My only concern is my results. That's keeping me alive. I must fufill that promise.

Imho, being emo is due to looking at life in reality. I think I suffer from severe paranoia; this means that I think I have a mental disorder. Pay me no heed.

[[edited]]
aiya. For people who are concerned, I am grateful. It's just a bout of mood swings la, I hope. Erin convinced me that it's not my fault. *hearts erin* So, imma feeling okay now~ =) Thanks for your concern.
I wanna:
-finish my new blogskin (currently, planning stage only)
-give up on tiff's fab
-make up to my gfs
-help out to organize a coolio FMO =)
-finish my pending quota of To-Be-Read(s)
*btw, the quota only seem to be getting larger =( *
-help gracie darl
-pray to not ___ her (dont understand, nvm)
-avoid yiwen 8D
-PRAY FOR GOOD RESULTS FOR THIS COMING TUEEEEE~~~

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2009-03-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

Just came back not long ago. Very very tired. Proposal dept's cool! =)
But DBI0807's cooler! XD
Imma too tired to elaborate further.
okok. Bye. Tiredness.
Quote of the day: Duncha love semi-colons?

Holidays

2009-03-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

Holidays are here again. Technically, vacation started a few days ago. I cant remember exactly how many; not keeping track of what day is it.

Advice on what to do during the hols:
sleep, eat, play. That's what I do. I am too lazy to get up and look for a job. Hols are a little boring, but, it's alright. It's not at the breaking point yet.

Oh yea. One super eventful event occured during my econs exam. My friggin' calculator malfunctioned. I'm like inwardly cussing. Most likely it broke down due to the lack of battery juices. GAH. I had to skip question 7, and do the more difficult question 6. The chances of the calculator breaking down is super slim. whatever... It's already over. No 4.0 for me. Cheer, you horrid people who live upon others' misery. (sarcastic)

I am only blogging, cos i have nothing to do at the moment. Bibs suggested dota... I'm under the impression that dota is vulgar. Cos I saw many pple play dota are like "cb, u bleardy noobs! -and other graphical expletives that involves the other party's mother-". They scare me. Not that people should play games with barbie, butterflies and rainbows, but, heck, do you need to go that far for a game?

Oh which brings me to a topic of spore. Those blasted ducky empire. They extorted me. The nerve of them.

okok. The end. I am lazy to write more.

Cartoons, Counter strike, Catastrophic

2009-02-15T17:05:00.002+08:00

Sigh. I have been playin CS all day. Yesterday was Vday. I didnt study. Sniff. I woke up at 4pm. Then then i watched cartoons, played super mario, then i eloped with bibi, and grace joined in, then went home, and played CS and watched tv (the female lead's so pretty, I like her) until 2am, and insomnia-ed until 4am.

Oh yea, Minal is so damn sweet~ =D

Pathetic life. I should be studyingggg~ Me and bibi eloped cos we were escaping from our respective families. I was looking for a person to elope with so badly. And Thanks bibs~ CS is FUN~ =D shoot shoot, kill kill~

One day, I was buying jolly shandy at Ntuc, then then the cashier auntie dont let me buy~ She inquired in mandrin, "Xiao mei (little girl), are you 18 already? If you're not you cant buy hor..." Then pek bluffed. Then then the auntie requested for my IC. %&^#$. Alas, I didnt get to buy. Geh. It's only 0.5% alcohol, and besides, it's not for me~ Sigh. I dont like jolly shandy and the cashier auntie. D= Bibi can just buy it without people looking at her IC at all~ Life's unfair.

I dont wanna be 18, but I want to be able to purchase alcohol, and drive a car. MEH. Imma getting old. Old old old old old old old old old old old. WAHHHHHH~ One day, I may find a strand of white hair rooted on my head. Then, WAH WAH WAH WAH. Sniff. Then, wrinkles will pop out too. WAHHHHHHH. Imma hysterical. Sheesh.

I dont care if imma childish and immature. I just wanna play everyday and have fun. =3= Hmph.

Grace and bibi are fun people too. I like them.

I dont care about Vday. Vday is just like any other day. Beat that. Insignificance.
Look on the bright side. Being a swinging single is fun too. I dont understand others. Sigh. Maybe, it's cos my EQ's low and imma immature.

Sigh sigh. I shall study now. I wasted my whole study week not studying. But I bonded with YETBG~ =D
Cartoons and CS are to blame if I dont get 4.0~ It'll be my downfall. A catastrophe.

p/s. I want a pro blue mouse, same as gracie darl's.

V-day 09'

2009-02-14T00:42:00.003+08:00

It's just the beginning~ Vday! But that's not important. What's important is that it's my siew siew's birthday! =D nu huang hou~ I cant type in chinese, skarly all the wrong characters will come out, and I will have no place to hide my face. I smsed the wrong chinese characters to Siew siew just now. Boo hoo~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW SIEW! *hearts*

Anyways, I am super happy cos' this Vday is not spent cowering in bed. (*choy*) Last year, I had wadever gastric illness and spent my whole Vday in bed moaning like a zombie. Mope. The horror. This year, I have to study. Sigh.

I gotta prepare YET Vday card. OMG. I will do it after exams! =D

Well, at least one of us is happy. Auntie is chatting with gracie and bibi in my home now. Yes, 1am and they are still here! =D Imma just happy I have guests and auntie's happy!

Okok. Imma gonna continue studying DCN. D= sigh sigh. So many papers. tsk tsk.

Not sure if I'll update during the exams period. S'long y'all~

Final Fantasy Versus XIII (AGAIN!)

2009-02-08T16:34:00.004+08:00

WATCH IT!

Final Fantasy Versus XIII

Final Fantasy Versus XIII - DKS3713 Trailer

Imma spamming but I dont care. Credits goes to Square Enix and the producers etc etc. and the various video providers.

OH YEA. The guy is called Noctis and girlie is Stella~
Rest of the info can be found here!

OKOK BYE!

OOPPJ comes to a full stop

2009-02-05T16:05:00.003+08:00

I just ended my presentation a few minutes ago. Not yet 1 hour. But, I am so compelled to blog about it. The OOPPJ guy was right. Distinction panel is indeed a whole new learning experience. I had so much fun watching the course mates presenting that I didn't want to present anymore. I wont get distinction. It's affirmative. It's a statement not a query. Anyways, OOPPJ for me, is finally over! I am one happy kid!

I will be a free rider next time~ Unless, I am inspired to do the project. Well, at least for now, I'm insipred. =) (anyways, i am blogging too, cos I am waiting for my hair to dry, then I'll take a long nap.)

Oh yea, I got B got mngt. Expected. I'm sorry if my grp members didnt get A. I didnt put in substantial effort into getting an A. My bad. Go study harder for the exams then. =D

You are welcome to blame me for not securing an A for you. It's my bad. I'm sorry.

Random No.4

2009-02-02T04:39:00.008+08:00

Wah. It's almost 5am! I always wanted to do a 5am post! It's soo cool! Imma so excited while writing this post! What am I doing at 5am? I am coding, I haven't slept since like last night. I took a 3 hr nap from 7-10pm though. Now, I am doing almost rudimentary coding, so basic and boring, but takes time. So I decided to blog! I know i will get beaten up when i say its easy, but it is!

I screen shot for u!

It's clickable~

Anyways, this is my Bestseller list! dont mind if my vista looks like window 95, I made it look like that, for performance purposes.

Then now I super bored. I think i shall do the more difficult parts. But i scared i will go crazy. D= oh wells. bye for now. I need to carry on coding.

Quickie

2009-01-31T15:34:00.003+08:00

Imma gonna do a quickie! This is the last post of Jan 2009! Time passes so fast!

Anyways, I am coding at the moment. sigh I see coding and panels until I feel like vomitting. I bet all of my other classmates feel the same. Including my dear Erinnie~ The difficult part in our project is not the entity is the features and the ui! )= SNIFFF! and and Imma gonna eat steamboat later! =D SO HAPPY!

lemme rant!
Anyways, I am not getting enuff sleep cos of the bloody project! Our independant marker is the person who coded myRestaurant. rawr. I hope she will be lenient and let me get my A! ohohoho~ But I dont think that will ever happen, cos I am currently feeling super dejected right now. Everything is so hopeless. I WILL FAIL THE PROJ MODULE LAH. I WILL FAIL OOPPJ LAH. I am so useless. I suck as a leader, I suck as a friend, I suck as a human, I suck. I am a total failure. forgeddit la. Such a person doesnt even deserve to live. Yet i am here, just depeleting the earth's already limited resources. I dont deserve anything. I am just too scared to die. A coward. That's why imma loser and a failure. I am sorry if i let anyone down, esp my teammates if we fail. I will take full responsibility of our failure. I was supposed to be dependable. But, i failed. i was wrong to blame anybody. I reflected upon my own actions and decided that it's my fault. I AM SORRY.
I dont deserve to be here. I dont deserve anything. I am just a hindrance to everyone and everything. I dont wanna impose on anyone anymore.

ok rant over. I shall go commit suicide now. 8D

(it's a joke) I will finish presentation first then I can die. dont worry.

Lunar New Year 2009

2009-01-27T17:12:00.004+08:00

ok. Imma at godparents' house right now. It's my 2nd and last day staying over here. I have to go to school tmr and thus, to home i go, tonight. Imma gonna leave the booked space unposted for awhile. I dont have the materials with me to post that one now.

Oh yea. Godma's place is at pasir ris! Pasir ris is sucha nice nice place! =) I know someone's agreeing with me! XD

Ok. i forgot the purpose of the post!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL! bye Mr Rat! and Welcome Mr Moo Moo~ (well, i am a days late, pardon me!)

I need a job! I need my mummy to stop nagging at me to find a job! D= I wanna work with friends, please intro! or, i have to kena another earful from mummy! She says imma antisocial and scold that my EQ low and scold moreee when i told her i had offended someone with my words. AIYA! help me from mummy la! It's not that I dont make friends, it's cos i dunno how to keep a friend. I'm also bad at making friends. D= Y.E.T and others suffered when they are with me. Imma sorry. Imma loser.

from here on, is how i spent 2 days of LNY. Very boring and superficial. So, my English is gonna degrade from here on.

For my 2 days of the lunar new year:

Mama = Godma
Papa = godfather
Wesley = godbro

Mummy = my biological mother

all ah gong and ah mas mentioned are all on my godparents' side one.

1st day:
At 12 am, I was on msn, helping Henry with ooppj and chatting with Terry! Thanks Henry And Terry, I was super bored! At least they gimme something to do okay, I dont mind helping people. Mama's house is a tad bit boring, since there is ususally nothing to do, and I didnt to bring my lappy, cos' i thought i could do ooppj here, but there's no microsoft access! Sigh. Oh yea, Thanks to everyone who wished me Happy Lunar New Year!

Oh yea, the desktop here lags alot! Oh mai. Anyways, I slept at 1 i think and Gracie dear asked me about cashiering at fairprice. I find that Gracie darling is very capable, cos cashiering is hard~ (imho)

And next morning, I went to Ah gong's house, and ate ah gong's wonderful food! Ah gong's culinery skills are damn good! Then slacked there. Feeling the extremity of boredom again. Then went to another Ah ma's house. Both of them are papa's side one, cos cos, ah gong remarried. Then i slept there, cos i was super bored. And we ate erm grilled food! Uncle William's cooking is superb la! Then homed and on msn for a while to install anti virus for the desktop and slept.

Next morning, woke up at 7! Wth wth so early! Went to temple, prayed.. Went to ah ma's house, slept again, watched tv, eat lunchie, and homed to pasir ris. Ok going back to hougang soon!

There ends my 2 days of LNY. I want a car. I am so wanting a car! Someone~ accompany me on driving lessons after i turn 18 can, can? moppas!

okok. imma ending naw! bye

I book this space

2009-01-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

I book this space first. Update today's events later. BOOK BOOK BOOK!

A commentary: Today was fun. Tiffany is happy! =D 0807 rawks! Agree then clap leh.

HAHA!

currently soaking feet and finding the econs reference. )=

bye.

untitled

2009-01-22T01:22:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.

Day-to-Day Mechanical Update

2009-01-20T23:20:00.006+08:00

A day-to-day mechanical update. So, I will be using the language (English) so horribly that even my primary school English teacher will faint upon it. My nouns will miraculously turn to verbs! =)

Erm. let's start from monday!
Went to school feeling feverish..ooppj-ed. THANKS TEACHER! XD
Jap test-ed. Let Terry the noob copy, but who knows that noob cannot see my answers, and ended up copying only abit. ANGRY AH. Then the stranger guy from dunno wad class who sat behind me (heard from Jiaqi that his name was also terry O-o) was trying so hard to copy my answers, and I dunno if he did or not la. )= Then then Terry didnt copy all.. aiya.. Once I relate the story ah, I will feel angry la~ That noob!
After that we had lunch. Marcoroni chicken from koufu is soooo plainnnnnn!
Then DCN-ed, and I was happy that teacher went thru the questions to the test with us! =D
And then before oppjv lecture, Joan asked if I was feeling better, and I told her the moment I saw my Jap results I felt 10000000 times better instantly! XD Oppjv lect-ed and home-ed.

Okay. Tuesday. Today.
Went to school at 12. neh neh. My classes start at tweleveeeeee~ okok. Then management lecture-ed. Martin is always so ever entertaining.
-disgress start-
Butbut, Yesterday, he walked past the lab whilst i was doing the module feedback. Such a coincidence! I was just doing his module management when he walked past. And the electronic feedback form had the words "About your lecturer, "Hang Martin" in red. No wonder, it caught his eye. And I was sitting near the window.. and my computer screen is sooo visible. And he saw me doing the feedback. Then Deepak was outside, and he was telling me after Martin walked away that Martin said he was dissapointed in me! I was like WTH?! I gave him very good for overall lehh~ Then I thought that ohh.. For the other factors I just gave an 'agree' rating. Mope. Then I changed it to more 'Strongly agree' ratings. I wonder if my ICAs will be affected... "WAIT MR MARTIN~~ SEE MY 'STRONGLY AGREES'!~~~"
-disgress ended-
-disgress part 2 start-
Ok. Anyways, today we learnt about.. TEAMWORK! About Dream Team.. It would be QATS! YEA! I MISS YA, QATS! Our projects always get A one, and I need not worry about a single thing! LOVE YA QATS! They are like the best people I ever worked with before. Another one is pair work is LAODA, especially in Literature. Mannn, I miss those times~ I never worked with YET in a group project before, so I wouldn't know if they would make a dream team or not. Sorries!
-disgress part 2 ended-
Okok.
Back to my day to day life. Then we had econs lecture. Stats tut-ed. Then, had brunch at 4. And Dcn lect-ed. and home-ed. AND AND DANDY IS SUPER DUPER SWEET! He bought onion rings for me! KYAAA! He remembered! So touched!

OKOK! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONCERN! LOVE YAs!

Okok. During our lunch break, clique-ki and I took photos! XD

My Maggie Noodle~ And me!

The clique-ki except Da niang~ I WANT DA NIANG TOO! Okok. That's all. I need to study oopjv now. got test tmr! And and I just woke up at 10 plus. I came home and slept all the way~ BYE BYE~

Ramdom Ramblings No.3

2009-01-18T18:16:00.007+08:00

woots! 2 posts in 2 consecutive days.

Currently, I am down with fever. What the toot~ I just finished a cuppa Mcflurry! =D Auntie says I can eat Ice cream, only after I take yukky panadol. D=

Auntie cut the panadol tablet into half for me to swallow! XD Because, I have a small oesophagus, and if I take the panadol tablet as a whole I will choke and vomit. T_T I know that Imma noob.

My throat is so soreee~ I can feel a big lump of whatever stuck there everytime I swallow something or drink water. My body is so soreee~ I think I never sleep with the correct posture last night. My head is so numb~ I think even if an anvil drops on my head, I will not feel a thing. I am feeling so cold, and everywhere I sit, the seat will burn up after a while. I think I have the fever! D= Nono, it's already affirmative. T_T

Almost the whole 0807 is down with sore throat from what Joan said. OMG. All of you, get well soon! And for those who haven't got infected, RUN AWAY! XD (Reminds me of L4D! shoot the infected zombies!) Nono, Imma not a zombie, dont shoot me! *raises both hands above the head* =)

I still have projects to rush and Jap to study for today! Sigh.

And and, Yiwen said that the school of health science is interesting. =D Yiwen went there yesterday for a talk(i think). She says there are dead bodies lying around and a brain floating in a container! HOW COOL! I wanna see! Clique-ki! Let's go SHS one day to tour around, ok? XD

ok. I am destressed! =D Bye bye for now!

List of horrible things this week:
2 presentations, (econs, management)
1 programme to create (OOPPJ)
3 tests (Jap, DCN, OOPJV)
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All together: 3 tests, 3 projects
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Moral of the story:
Now is not the time to be falling sick. Get well soon, everyone!

Jan babies ahoy~

2009-01-17T23:45:00.006+08:00

Aiya i still have project to rush. But, i must ~~blog~~ spam!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNI!

Wahaha
Not forgetting..
3 Jan! LAODA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hmm.. U are hmm. The person i like to be with the most! Laoda always crack me up! I enjoy my time with her everytime! XD

14 Jan! Qiao mama! She takes care of me very well! =D I like her. She's so nice like a mama to me! Hmm. She has the maternal instinct; A very chio and hawt mama~ (She can 'latin-dance' leh)

18 Jan! Me and LD personally think that Jen is one of the sweetest girl around. =D WAHAHA! She also got maternal instinct one! SHE'S SO SWEET, SHE'S SUGAR COATED WITH CARAMEL AND HONEY ALL OVER!~ XD

oh yea! 16 Jan! Terry! That guy ah. I think he's erm.. damn innocent and a super happy person!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JAN BABIES!

Aiya. I take such a long time to type such a short post because I am multi tasking. Helping edwin (0807) with econs, Xin lian and Joan with ooppj, Wishing jen happy birthday, chatting with pple. I think i am going MAD~ haha. But helping pple is fun!

I have 2 presentations, 3 tests and 1 show-teacher-complete-programme-thingy this week. Aiya, bi and yi came to my house today, and I wasted one day not doing any projects. D= But, it was fun! I am happy though! =D

Okok. Project fills my life with boundless work and stress and fustrations and misery for now. Hah, but friends make me happy! =)

random prattle:
I wish humans can function without sleep. Then I can have more time to complete my projects. hmph.

random prattle 2:
I like our ooppj teacher! XD He's damn nice nice nice nice! (x10000000) Thank the gods above for he's my ooppj teacher! If not ahh, I think I will fail ah! D= YEA! HE RAWKS! XD

GYUHGHJ No.2

2009-01-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

Another blather of a post.

Insonmia. Because, I was afraid that I may not be able to be with everyone. I convulsed in fear when I thought that, maybe, I may not be able to walk down the path that I had promised. I am scared. Yet, I am not doing anything to relieve that fear. I really wanna achieve that goal. I regretted abit, yet at the same time felt relieved.

And I am working on my project now, and feeling stressed all by myself. (*background: All by mah self~ Don't wanna be- All by mah self~)

heh. Imma crazy, so I divert my adrenaline rush to blogging. wakaka. I am determined to finish these (projects), no matter what it takes! And, today, I got reminded that exams are round' da corner. I shouldn't be fooling around; alas, lookie here. I am blogging. Sigh, sigh. I will continue with my projects soon. I don't wanna worry all my team members.

Ok. I took my break. Imma gonna continue with my projects now.

projects suck. the life outta me. Now, that's a friggin' understatement as compared to other colorful curses I can think of.

smth to share:
"babelsuckmycock" - B
"Stop dreaming. You don't have one." - A
LOL.

p/s. I am becoming more vulgar. Correct my ways if you don't like it.

Updated =D

2009-01-09T00:00:00.008+08:00

hoho. imma back.

I failed the java test! Wakaka. I am so happy that imma gonna show off! I haven't the slightest idea for my joy in failing the test. I've got 23/50. It's been weeks since I anticipated the failure. I think I most likely got over it the moment the paper left my hands. Oh wells.

No school for 2 days, because of open house, it's so cool! =D neh neh! XP

Anyways, I think I sound happy in the post. But, reality check, I am not. Humph. I have decided not to care about anything that does not need my concern. Like other people's welfare. But, it's just a matter of saying, I will definately be back to my old self, and care for others the next day. Life sucks in that way. I will try to keep to my word this time. (like hell, it will work la.)

Anyways, I want to learn to drive~~ Gracie darling says she's gonna igmore me and sign up for driving classes the moment she turns 18, which is like exactly 2 months before me. JERK. I wanna learn driving too. But, I think it's impossible, because, I dont wanna sign up and go for classes alone. Yes, I still abhor loneliness, no matter how used to loneliness I may be.

Pictures available this time!

Introducing..

Maria number.1

Maria No.2!

Ouh kay. Now this is an eye candy for Gracie darling!

This is My wifey's present to me! It's so cute! I love it alot! Thanks wifey! XD

Erin's new handphone. I like the color! =D

Ok. Imma concluding. Erm. Project sucks. BYEBYE! (such a perfect ending; clap leh.)

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

Yep happy new year.
Resolutions:
1) Get 4.0.
2) Get 4.0!
3) Still get 4.0!
4) Write more! Do the romance angst!
5) Improve EQ. Scene: "Dont you know how much that hurt?" "Sry. Low EQ."
6) Learn how to photoshop. (Need it for future projects) =.=
7) MONEY MONEY MONEYYYYY~~~ MORE MONEY TO FALL FROM THE SKY TO MY HANDS~~~ (heh heh. That's not a resolution~~)
8) Read more novels. Books.
9) Become pro-er!
10) 4.0! HAHA.

Eh. Done. Nothing to blog about.
May everyone's new year resolutions come true! ehh.. have a good year ahead.. errr.. I dunno what other nice words to say. Oh well, s'long as you catch my drift. Yea.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

p/s. I dislike "new years". Call me a grinch, but if you look at it from a different aspect, you will get it.

Emo Me.

2008-12-23T23:49:00.012+08:00

(edited)
Dear friend,

We were once on the same path, taking each step together.
Though there were obstacles during the journey, we overcame them together and moved on with smiles on our faces.
Every now and then, one would lag behind and the other would wait patiently while cheering on the slower one.

However, time flew pass.
Changes pelted us and the circumstances forced us apart.
This time...
When I turned around, I saw that we were on 2 different routes.
We had wandered into different sides of the forked road without knowing...
You started leading ur life without me, and me without you.

It had hurt when I looked behind.
I could only see the gap widening, and every wrong step encrusted in the sand.

Perhaps, it would have been better if we were never close in the first place.
For, if that were to be the case...
Your parting would not have hurt.
Needles would not attack every time I recall, and my heart would not bleed.

By the 100th step, I noticed that my heart's numb.
Numb from the pain of being apart.
Maybe it's my heart's adaptation to the constant feeling of pain.
All the blood had flowed out, leaving a deflated and empty cardiac behind.

I was no longer afraid of goodbyes, or so I thought.
When another entered my heart and left, the vicious cycle restarted itself.
I realized that having the ability to feel pain from sheer memories is what makes us human.

You had left me for greener pastures.
I have never forgotten you, as I am sure you, me as well.
I do not wish for your return, for I am a baggage that slows down your journey.

Keeping the pain to myself, I pray for your happiness.
'Be happy, dear friend' I would say.

'Don't worry, for there are others beside me. My heart might have been shattered by your detachment but others came along and mended it. It will never ever been fully mended though. For, those who have left, carry pieces of my heart along with them. Though you are not here with me physically, you are still here in my heart mentally.'

P/S: Said person has not left me yet. However, I am paranoid. Always having premonition about my friends all leading their own happy lives, repudiating me. Maybe, one day, we will truely be left out of each others' lives. Exaggeration? Premonition? No matter. Just do your part and don't let this happen to you and me. Dedicated to a friend who rejected me more than once.
(clean, edited! By someone-who-dont-want-to-be-named! THANK YOU!)

Dear friend,

We were once on the same path, taking each step together.
Though we may have been walking on broken glass bare footed, but we were happy.
But, every now and then, someone would lag behind, but, we would wait for one another to catch up.

But, the big seperation came, circumstances forced us to drift from the road.
This time...
When i turn behind, i saw that we are on 2 different routes.
You're leading ur life, whilst i was leading mine.
Soon, we cant see each other anymore, as the gap widen as we walk further away from each other.

Perhaps, a hasty goodbye beats the slow painful footsteps we take.
Because, with each step, the needles of farewell stabs my heart.
It hurts when i look behind, i can only see the gap widening, and every wrong step encrusted in the sand.
Needles attack every time i look behind, and i bleed.
By the 100th step, i noticed that my heart's numb.
Numb from the pain of being apart.
All the blood had flowed out, leaving a deflated and empty cardiac behind.

I was no longer afraid of goodbyes, or so i thought.
But, when another comes and leaves, the vicious cycle restarted itself.
I realized i still had a heart; i was still a mere weak human.

I had never forgotten you, as I am sure you didnt forget me.
Every now and then, I look behind, and your silhoutte is no longer visible.
You had left me for greener pastures.
I do not long for your return, for i know you will only suffer when you're with me.

Keeping the pain to myself, i pray for your happiness.
Be happy, dear friend.

Don't worry as I have others with me. Though you weren't an important friend, you still have your place in my heart. You will still sorely be missed. If an important friend were to leave me, I think i would be shattered. Even though it has not happened, but the thought alone hurts more than a million needles aforementioned.

(uncleaned, unedited. someday i will clean it. It's super exaggerated though. Too bad, i was really sad. Grammar, spelling mistakes and all, but i dont care. Aforementioned, one day, i will clean it.)

P/S: The person has not left me yet. But, i am paranoid, cos i see friends all leading their own happy lives, rejecting me. And, one day, we will never be included in each other lives anymore. Dedicated to a friend who rejected me more than once. And I exaggerated.

HELP TIFFANY DO SURVEY FOR BORING STATS! PLEASE PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE CLICK ME!

asdfasfasdf no.1

2008-12-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

Wow! I learned not long ago that my blog actually has readers. I mean people actually read it. I had no idea at all at first! I know that's lame and laughable, but that's how much confidence I have into writing a blog entry. I don't expect people to read it because, I think it's trashy. But, I am still very very very very happy that people read my trash. =D Gives me a confidence boost to blog more! =D
To all readers: (whether you find this trashy or not,) THANK YOU FOR READING! XD

I just submitted my data dictionary and class diagram a few minutes ago! I am so happy to get 10% off my shoulders. It's a difficult and hard to earn 10% indeed! I spent alot of time doing that damned thing. *grumbles* To cut a long story short, I would like to thank clique-ki for helping me with the project! =D It'll never be finished if it were not for you girls!

I really have nothing to blog about. Ah! I remembered! I am watching "Foreign Bodies" performing on this Friday with classmates! Cant wait to catch their live performance!

I am getting really sleepy. I slept at around 2am last night due to project work. *yawns*

Ohyea, Imma gonna thank YIWEN! She's right. One should confront the root of the problem rather than to leave it be, and expect the problem to go away by itself. Wise words. I paraphrased it. =D Bottomline: Is the problem solved? No. I am just taking one step at a time. Hopefully, it will go away by itself. =D (wishful thinking) Whatever.

I cant stand it anymore. Gonna sleep. No pictures, cos Imma sleepy. Oh yea, I love the title of the blog post. It has no meaning in it, like this post. =D Only meaningful thing is the gratitute!
Oh yea, I am gonna write my debut Romance Angst soon. I still cant do romance. But, since almost everyone loves a good romance story, I've decided to take up the challenge. I had done the draft, awaiting for bibi's "go-ahead". Cos' it's wholly dedicated to her. I know my writing sucks, I will just try my best. And if it still sucks, there's nothing I can do about it. =D I suck and I know it, what more can you do? neh neh neh. I am already demoralised as it is. neh neh neh. Keh.

The Topic of "I" (It'll not be the last imo)

2008-12-04T19:15:00.010+08:00

Ok. Blogging again. Cos I can't concentrate well on one activity for too long. I am supposed to be rushing out project, but oh wells.

It's gonna be all about "I". A boring subject and a nondescript object.

Let's talk about yesterday!
Yesterday was horrible. I regretted not studying for Java test. I am seriously begging for a pass! damn. damn. damn. The milk is already split, and I tipped the bottle over.

Let's talk about today!
Today is neutrally negative. Eh, that's the best I can say. I showed a blank look which is not a good thing at all. Reason: I was paranoid. That's all I can say. I am used to show blank faces whenever I am not happy. It's easier than showing an angry face and get all the yukky wrinkles permenently plastered to the skin. You use lesser muscles so it's easier. But, if possible, I would rather plaster a smile to cover the insecurities up. Anyways, school today is just school. I ate at pizza hut with clique-ki! I drank yummy Chicken soup! I was burnt by curry baked rice! I can't take spicy food, yet I feel exilarated by them. Kinda like breaking the rules, imo.

Oh yea, I was touched today, thought that they'd desert me and leave me in the dust. I mean human instincts, when the going gets rough, flee. But, they had stood by me, and it's time for me to do my part as well. 3 guesses for guessing who's "they". Not telling the answer though.

Revelation:
The world has lottsa scary people. But, I have YET; To protect me! =D (oi, YE, start feeling touched right now! It's an order!)

OH YEA! Meeting YET soon! On Monday! *Hearts* They arh.. They.. Aiya, you already know what I want say already lah. Since, I gush about them so much! XD

5 DEC: AUNTIE'S BIRTHDAY!
Happy Birthday Auntie! She's like family, but even closer. <3

Okok. I need to continue with project already! huff huff. rush rush. I am always rushing. Thanks to procrastination. hurmph. Shan't bore all of you anymore, goodbye!

Eh, Tagged again- & an Update!

2008-11-22T18:39:00.010+08:00

I am back, after a super long time. =D I am taking a break from learning hiragana. Let's try this in japanese: ひらがな (hiragana) =) Anyways, I'd better do the quiz someone tagged. *stareee*

Rule1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule2.Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.

1. What is your CCA ?

Same as the person who tagged me! *stareeeee

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?

Depends.

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
Also, depends. If I'm tired, then I dont like going to school. But, I like my clique and 0807 though! XD

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

You're gonna donate to Tiffany's charity for the poor? huh? huh? Hmm.. I'll buy eh.. lottsa lottsa things! =D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?

My best friends are all girls. And I love them alot already. XD Laoda shouts, "Chaos Les!" XD

6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?

Of course being loved! It's logical isn't it?

7. List out your favourite songs.

Erm? Meh. No favourites? I favor almost all songs equally. But i do hate saome songs. Like the dumb suicidal song. What is it? I cant even remember the name. Ah, pek told me it's called beauiful girls. Dumb overrated song. (all these are in my opinion)

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?

Nothing. I'd just walk away. =D

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?

Most recently; Books. Psst psst. I'll tell you a secret.. I- I- I've bought "The Hunger Games"! XD

10. What makes you angry ?

People who keep repeatedly say my faults out, when they are losing in an argument.

"Hey u made this mistake!" X1000000

"I know that already, dammit."

That's how my mummeh nag at me. sniff.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?

I'd be hmm.. 27. I dunno how I'd be by then. Maybe I'd be dead? Someone predicted that I'll have a short life. :)

12. Who is currently most important people to you ?

Family and friends. (copy yi and erin)

13. What is the most important thing in your life ?

My life, and MONEY.

14. Would rather be single and rich or married but poor ?

Single and rich. Next you'll ask, Happy and married or sad and lonely? pfft.

15. What is your favourite color ?

Blue and black.

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?

hmm. Does the other party deserve all? BLEH.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?

The richer one. $_$ no la. Depends on the individual's characteristics. DUH?!

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done ?

I have forgiven the worst thing someone had done. (I hope it's the worst thing it can happen in my life.) Forgetting is another matter altogether. :) But, I won't rake the ugly past up to the person, or anyone not involved.

19. What do you want to tell the person you love ?

I love you. (It's affirmative. What else to say? sweet nothings?)

20.What type of person will you fall in love with ?

hmm.. hm... Ah fine! I'll describe eyecandy's physical appearance! Spiky hair; a tad bit long, abit eurasian looking, cool-looking. I like witty people too! =D

I tag everyone on my link list! Also, those not on link list can also attempt! XD

okok. now, time for picchures. It's very few. D=

Bibi carrying Erin!XD Mama and child!

Erin's half-done birthday card!

Qiao mama performing Latin and Rhumba Dance! She is SEXAYE~ I damn jealous of her partner la~~ Mope! I wanna be her partner! =D

Ok. Now, I shall be off~

さよなら (Sayonara)! I have 4 ICAs to prepare for! 3 of which fall on the same day. pfft pfft pfft. All content-based! More pffts!

Holloween and Deepavali post

2008-11-02T00:26:00.017+08:00

I am back. I realised that I am inconsistant. heh heh. Anyways, I blog only when I feel like it. It's because, blogging with an inspiration beats blogging (mechanically).

It's going to be very random here on out. (and abit more mature content; about NC16)

OOPJVPJ presentation rehearsal is next week. I shall be stressed out again. But, I will have to adapt well and fast to survive in this ever-changing times. Wha-what?! Economy plunged again? Recession in America? Electricity bills to increase by 20%? Da-damn. Yea. To survive in a cruel world reigned by unsatisfiable greed, those are the effects. Well, at least that's what I think when I read the scarcity-dilemma slide in Econs class.
taken from slide:
" (i) Resources are scarce (limited)
(ii) People’s wants are unlimited"

Well, that's besides the point. I am disgressing again. shiet~ But, a penny for your thoughts on the above. What do you think of the fast pace world? (rhetorical)

Impulses but no action
I feel like retaking O levels. But, it's just a mere passing impulse; or that's what I perceive it to be. I hope to not regret this decision. One more thing, I wanted to join the open house so badly. But but, consequences made me stop and stare- stop and stare~ I think I'm moving but I go nowhere~ No no, I mean stop and think, clique-ki told me that I may be tied up in other issues to help out in this event. It's another impulse. =)

High school musical 3
My ratings: Average
Don't go wasting 10 bucks on it like I had. Yiwen and Gracie laughed at inappropriate parts. Well, it turned out more comedic because of them. They were like "Look! Her panties' showing!" They should have sat together, they shared the same sentiments, seeing that they chuckled at similar parts.

Trick or treat
Anyways, YETBG went to Amk hub on Holloween! Picchures are available. Hm. If I were to say who cosplayed.. It's Yiwen as Erin bear! Will post them below.

Mdm Padma's Deepavali Celebration
Well, truth to be told, I never exceed one sentence per conversation with Mdm Padma during my 2 whole years in bwss. Yet, on that day, I spoke about 2 paragraphs worth of words to her. Why? It's because it's unnerving having a person listening in to the conversation and not engaging the party in it. It's also partly due to the fact that we were speaking in a language foreign to her. I know how it feels like being lonely, left out and nondescript. So I decided to talk to her. It was really quite an experience. Most women love to talk, engage them in conversations, and they happily rant about anything under the sun. Picchures are available too. credited to a few 4E1 students' blog.

Oh yea! I am excited about the movie.. Twilight! Stephanie Meyers' ingenious impeccable creation.(imvho) LD loves the series too! Bi is coming to watch too! I recommending everyone to read twilight! But, Yiwen and bibi da n00bs sez its boring. wtp. On the other hand, Zack says it's a good read! So, it really depends on individual tastes.

Many picchures here! Not gonna caption them all. Indolence's the word.

Imma so happy! I look androgynous here! Well, that's what I think.

The food at the Deepavali celebration

A happy Laoda

Group shot

Emo Tiffany on holloween

Grace raping Yiwen

Yiwen-Erin bear hugging Erin

That wraps it for now. Toodles.

School's stressful (but it's all in the head)

2008-10-24T20:19:00.004+08:00

Update.
Haven't been taking photos lately, I forgot that I have a camara function handphone. (lame excuse isn't it? But, it's the truth!)

How's school?
Eh, the OOPJVPJ is stressful. D= Also, I hate it when I sell something for a negative fee, and suffer in the end. One more thing, I am an incompetent leader. I am super sorry la. Its only week 2, and we have to do an informal presentation. &*()(& Let's not talk about it anymore, white hair are gonna sprout and conquer my highlighted and black lusterous hair, taking over my head as it's territory.

Afraid. Theseadays, there seem to be alot of things to be afraid of. Maybe, it's because my expectations are too high and I failed to achieve them, that I am crumbling to pieces. It's not just my expectations, it's what everyone else expects that contributes to my fear. No, I realised that its the latter aspect that constitutes to my fear the most. Now, only thing I can do is not take any alcohol, and work hard! (Alcohol is detrimental to one's IQ, or so I've heard. The former sentence is subjective; may not be true.)

Sigh, I am having a convo with LD (laoda) now. Somehow, I am more relieved now that I've talked. The topic being that I an incompetent fool, who commited an unrectifiable mistake. I am a complete idiot. fergeddit. Whether if the person is trustworthy or not, time will tell. Sometimes, being too trusting will lead to one being gullible, when that happens, one turns into a complete sucker.

The truth
I bet everyone has this dilemma, to show your true feelings or not. If you show, you will hurt people. But, is hiding the truth really being tactful, or are you indirectly hurting the person? I cant answer that.

Bibi and I are chatting about mostly philosophy recently, that's why I am more emotional in this post. D= Life is hard. Sigh. No.. No more suicidal thoughts for a long time. I've thought it through. Thanks to "friends". =) Angst all anniliated.

"Life sucks and you die." - Stephanie Meyers (i think it's from her)

Ok. done for now. I am lazy to type more.

101st POST!!

2008-10-03T22:29:00.009+08:00

Congrajulashons to me on my 101st post(includes private and published)!

Yep. I decided that the super quickie cannot pass off as a proper post! The content is too brief. I shall reciprocate this in this post.

The folowing is a rave of my love for reading.

The O levels for me was over virtually eons ago, yet I still read as a pastime. Most people would not even bother picking up a novel. For few, the sight of books even leave them feeling repugnant. But for me, I would nevertheless carry on with my way of life. (Doesn't matter what impression it enamates. I don't give a damn.)

I am gonna complain!
I read a particular novel which ending had given me so much pent-up fustration that I felt like throwing the book into a sea of searing flames. But I could not do it, for it's a library book. There would be dire consequences if I did the above. (*&*(^&*(&()*

I realised there's nothing about my life. How's my vacation so far, you ask?
Well, I find it passable. Blame my indolence for not having to upload any pictures. heh heh.

Oh yea, I forgot to comment on the Amuris' Meme.
It's very creative and hilarious. I couldn't help but to read it again and again after doing it. =D
Main point: I had a sex change~ Woots! My dream come true! If that's true, would people still remain friends with me? Would you still wanna be my friend or shun me altogether? hmm... I once discussed it with some people few years back, and they found it revolting. They didn't exactly said "I will stay away from you", but from what they related to me, they meant it that way. True enough, I was saddened by the news that time, but that didnt stop me from salvaging the situation by responding that the idea was disgusting. I had concealed my true opinion on sex change. I was actually fine with it, just to be honest. Well, enough of that, I'll have to put a halt to this topic here for the sake of upholding my reputation as a decent and ignorant person. *angelic face. Blink, blink, blink.*

Ok. Now what? I have no idea what to type out next... AH HAH! Tiffany's fab is not up yet! heh heh. Procrastinating is the enemy, not me. =D Crappy excuses does not pertain to an apology so I am formally apologising for the delay to Ernie~ heh heh. I am still not resuming the works by the way. Blame my sloth. =D But, I read chapter 1 again, and skipped to 7, and I found that my writing style improved, and I liked chapt 7 style the best. =D Many thanks to the THESAURUS! I would have to rack my brains for different varients of words without you~ MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DIEE~~~ LALALALALALALA~~~ But you know, I wanna edit the fab. Too many mistakes, grammatical, puncuation and such. Also, I wanna make it better. Should I do it? And also, the effect, may I remind you, is not immediate. =D

Oh my, Peka-pii did not know how to spell "insuffcient". For his age, that's mighty pathetic, you know. D=

Currently.
Currently, since school is gonna reopen soon, I am going out (of my humble abode) almost everyday.
Mope mope, I am tired. Sometimes, I wish that I can split myself into 7 dopplegangers and can spend time with everyone who wants me around at the same time. I find that I cannot give enough concern and time to people around me. I want to show that I am still here for you to vent, cry, rave, play, and whatever you want me to do. I wanna be there for all my friends, but somehow, it doesn't work out the way I want it to be. It's depressing, in a way. I believe time management is not an issue here, because, other people are busy too, and can only afford to hang out at certain times. It's when the timings clash that's nerve wrecking. Also, I am selfish. I don't wanna devoid myself of time alone, so sometimes, I'd rather not hang out. I don't want time alone to only ensue during times of insomnia, it sucks. It's tiring and fustrating. Boo hoo. Ok, enough of the melodrama.

Any happy news?
Lemme see.. F1 is thrilling? Ermm, I watched a live pratice session for about 10 minutes at the so-called "freeloaders stand", I could feel the adrenaline rush when the vehicles whizz past me, bringing along the almost intolerable buzz with it. It's very loud. I believe the sound effect greatly contributes to the adrenaline rush in me. It made me excited, yet fearful at the same time. It just amazes me how people can see at such a whooping high velocity. I was awed by their ability of sight. Kudos to all F1 racers. Also, Singapore's economy benefitted from the that hopefully, since, news' that wall street crumbled or something. (pardon my inaccuracy, if there's any, I have not been catching the news lately, going out everyday and all. XD) So, its a great old piece of news. (spotted the irony? XD)

Ok. I am gonna end off soon!!
A picchure to share:

Adela's birthday card/comic sneak peek. Drawn hastily. D=I only have one picchure uploaded for now, blame the laptop charger~~

To end off, Birthday wishes!

29/9 Happy Birthday Mama!

2/10 Happy Birthday Papa!

9/10 Happy Birthday Wesley!

10/10 Happy Birthday Adela!

16/10 Happy Birthday Alyssa!

I am sorry if I missed out anyone, just tell me and I'll include it in my next post, and as redemption, it'll be bold, large and red!

Super Quickie~

2008-10-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

A super quickie update!

MY LAPPIE CHARGER WAS FRIEDDDDDD! God knows how it eventuate! (*&%^&%&^

OKIE A MEMEEEEE~~

from AMURII @ deviant art~
tagged by erin~ AND PEDOBEAR SAMA told me about it.

LETTSA GO!!

Dear ♥Pedobear Sama♥

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head outside of Chicago and I saw you knock out my father. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your grades from college as a memory. You should also know that I never liked to hate the Boston Celtics.

Go burn,
Tiffany

DONE DONE~
Ok. I gotta draw lots and lots now~

AGENDA!:
finish bloodline, New moon, FFXII
borrow twilight series
Garner enough ka-ching to buy PS3(which i doubt can be achieved)
Get FFXIII versus, Warriors Orochi2 (both not on sg market yet)
Cant remember!

OKOK!! I SERIOUSLY NEED TO RUSH OFF! MY LIFE IS BUSY!

Update before I depart

2008-09-18T09:07:00.006+08:00

Ok. Just an update before I depart to Mama's house during the weekends. I deleted the 100 meme questions post. I feel that it invades into my privacy. Bibi was right. Its not good. D=

Anyways, ask me ask me! Ask me why I am going Mama's house! heh heh.

This is a scenario of what I am gonna do there:
I am gonna tutor 2 kids for their upcoming PSLE. No fun, huh. During this tutoring session, I will crush their practice papers and stuff it into their mouths, and make sure they swallow it whole. And to add on, I will even throw in cruel snide remarks to demoralise them just before they take the exam. Also, not forgetting the thousand year old remedy; burning the textbook and mixing its ash in a glass of water and to let the twerps gulp it down. MUAHAHHAHAHAHHA! I am a pro tutor!

The above senario is purely fiction, any resemblence to the above is merely coincidence. There is no telling how I will torture the twerps! -insert evil laughter here-

Anyways, what was I on about? OHYEA! I GOT "ARTEMIS FOWL: TIME PARADOX" ON MY HANDS! I bought it with my own money, of course. I am so proud of myself. Wakaka.

To add on, results! BLEH is my word for it. MY ACCOUNTINGGG~~~~~~~ WAILSSSSS! I left the last question unanswered (cos i ran outta time), and and.... its worth 25 marks to boot! It's a wonder that I pass, butbut! I AM SADDDDD! I felt as if I had let papa down. Sniff. Ah wells, its over. Its the same as O levels, dissapointment. But, I deserve it. Sloth has once again contributed to my agony. tsk tsk.

Next! Hmm. Ohyea, good news for ERIN! During my stayover at Mama's home, I will try to churn out a chapter for the fabrication. Well, it depends on the brats' progress. We'll see, shall we.

Lemme see.. What next? I cant seem to find something else to type out. Hmm.

Ah, I forgot to update about my life! My wonderous life, which is so plain and totally nondescript, like me.
But, there's pichures! (but no captions, cos I am lazy to put in. Anyways, a picture is worth a thousand words. Wakaka.)

Ok. That's it for now. Bye bye!